LOVING SOMEONE

When it comes to love.....sometimes we don't know what to say and sometimes it's hard to explain it.Person who already fell in love.....they can explain the love and even if they don't they can understand it.....
I thought loving someone is just as simple as that.....but when I really face it and fell int love......I was speechless.It's a great and good feeling.You felt like you were in heaven's gate.........and will reach to the happy ending.I never know what is the end of my relationship with Shikra.....but I hope there is an end.
I didn't talk much with Shikra recently and I though so hard for me to talk with him again.Looks like I will lost contact with him.He didn't even try to contact me.....but what can I do?He is like that.I'm not sure if he even care for what I felt.Whatever happen to him.....I just hope he is fine.Sometimes, I felt like I was so angry with him coz he seem didn't care for what I did to him and he didn't respond so good.I understand that.I just knew he told me that he loves me.He only said those words but he doesn't know how much I miss him.So hard to explain it.I wish he knew how I really felt and what I need from him as my lover.A good respond and care for me.That's all I need.Better to stop this relationship......but I can't.I just wait for his answer until he said he wants to end this relationship.I wish he knew how to love someone.Even if I can't live my life with him........I was so happy that I learn how to love someone from him.THANK YOU SO MUCH, SHIKRA.
I hope you will find the right one who can make you happy and will understand you more than I do.Open you heart to someone who deserve your love.You will fine her.......just a matter of time.Be patient and you will find her.
Even if we can't be together.......I promise to love you FOREVER!
GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR BELOVED.......SHIKRA!