It's been more than a week we lost our father.I have to go and be in school.Have to be away from my beloved family again.We felt so lost without our beloved husband and father.No matter how sad and hurt my family felt after the lost of our beloved FATHER..........
PETRUS BIN RESI @ PETRUS BIN KEROUE..............we still have to be strong and keep it all in our heart.We do know that DAD died not because of some disease.When people jealous of you, they can do anything to see you can't move on with your life.Lots of my relatives keep on asking themselves and seems like they all didn't believe my DAD had passed away.It's like a dream.People keep on asking and wondering what really happened to FATHER.After they gave bath to father, my twin sister try to hold DAD's hand and found out on DAD's shirt, there is a blood!We all felt so surprised because there is no wound when they bath DAD, but how come there is a blood?We keep on asking about that.We can't open DAD's shirt because MOM didn't allow it.It's not good to open DAD's shirt after we put on his clothes.So, my brother just try to touch the blood to find if there is a wound or what.But, it's nothing there.MOM remind us that before DAD died and hold his breath for the last time,DAD hold his chest and push and soon after that, DAD died.Even now, I still remember DAD's face and how he hold his breath for the last time.I do miss you so much, DAD.Truly sorry if we are not really being there for you and seem didn't really care for you.I'm really sure you do understand your children so much.I still remember you told me how proud you are with all of us........your beloved childre.Thank you so much DAD for all your guidance, your support and most your tender loving care.
On Sunday(03rd September 2006)........at about 4.30p.m..........we went to graveyard to bury our beloved father at Mile 9, Jalan Silam, Lahad Datu.There are more than 20 cars ascot to the graveyard.Not many people knew the death of FATHER.Me and my family didn't inform to DAD's friends.They all just heard from other relatives.When they knew and heard about the death of DAD........they all was so shocked.They all felt they missed a good and a very kind person.They just couldn't accept the lost of our beloved FATHER.Everyone keep on talking about his kindness...........the way he treat people around him........when they all asked for a help, DAD was really there to help them, even DAD was not feeling well.For DAD, as long as he can help people, he will help them until he can't really help them.I'm so proud of you DAD.You are the "BEST DAD" we all ever had!
p/s WE ALL REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH.......LIFE MUST GO ON!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Saturday, September 02, 2006
MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE DAD........PETRUS BIN RESI@PETRUS BIN KEROUE
I went back home on morning of Merdeka Day (31st August 2006) after received a phone call from my brother last night.It was early around 7 am.When I reached home, I was not so happy looking at DAD.The way DAD try to breath properly.I thought it's so easy but in fact, it's not that easy.I took care DAD that night (31st August 2006) until 4 a.m.I massage DAD's leg, help DAD to breathe properly..........I couldn't stand looking at DAD try to breathe properly.I just hope DAD will be fine but it's getting worse for DAD.I didn't went to school teaching.
On Friday night (01st September) one of 'BOMOH' came to my house and try to check and look at DAD's condition.My family was so surprised to know what the 'BOMOH' have just told us.The 'BOMOH' told my family that there is a people who felt so jealous on my family.They really hate my family since long time ago and they don't know how they want to hurt my family.Now, they really have a chance to do that and they got my DAD.They felt so jealous with my DAD.DAD was a very kind and generous person.Everyone admit his behaviour to everyone.DAD was so good and great.I'm so proud of him.There is a people who was so jealous on DAD of his success.It was too late to do anything.'BOMOH' will try to help anything he could.All we can do is pray that everything will be fine.
On the morning of Saturday (02nd September 2006).......I'm not so happy looking at DAD.His face expression looks very different.DAD was so pale.The way DAD's face makes me realize DAD can't stand any longer.I couldn't eat during lunch time looking at how bad DAD'S condition and health.On evening, DAD asked me to pick sister from work.Seems like DAD knows his condition and DAD really knows he didn't have much time again.So, DAD wait for me to pick my twin sister back from work.After that, we all gather around DAD and saw DAD lying there on his favourite chair.MOM and all of us (DAD'S children) gather around DAD and suddenly DAD fall asleep for the rest of his life.I just couldn't believe I lost my beloved father.DAD hold his breath for 3 days and couldn't sleep well.And now DAD can sleep well for all eternity.DAD gone at 6pm.MOM and my other siblings was around DAD that time.The way DAD died was so calm and peace..........We watched DAD hold his breath for the last time and died.I was so happy that DAD died in fron of MOM,my brothers,sister and me.We cried so loud and shout DAD's name.We accept for things that happened with DAD with open heart.Maybe GOD loves DAD more than us all.We all do miss you so much,DAD.
May your soul rest in peace.
On Friday night (01st September) one of 'BOMOH' came to my house and try to check and look at DAD's condition.My family was so surprised to know what the 'BOMOH' have just told us.The 'BOMOH' told my family that there is a people who felt so jealous on my family.They really hate my family since long time ago and they don't know how they want to hurt my family.Now, they really have a chance to do that and they got my DAD.They felt so jealous with my DAD.DAD was a very kind and generous person.Everyone admit his behaviour to everyone.DAD was so good and great.I'm so proud of him.There is a people who was so jealous on DAD of his success.It was too late to do anything.'BOMOH' will try to help anything he could.All we can do is pray that everything will be fine.
On the morning of Saturday (02nd September 2006).......I'm not so happy looking at DAD.His face expression looks very different.DAD was so pale.The way DAD's face makes me realize DAD can't stand any longer.I couldn't eat during lunch time looking at how bad DAD'S condition and health.On evening, DAD asked me to pick sister from work.Seems like DAD knows his condition and DAD really knows he didn't have much time again.So, DAD wait for me to pick my twin sister back from work.After that, we all gather around DAD and saw DAD lying there on his favourite chair.MOM and all of us (DAD'S children) gather around DAD and suddenly DAD fall asleep for the rest of his life.I just couldn't believe I lost my beloved father.DAD hold his breath for 3 days and couldn't sleep well.And now DAD can sleep well for all eternity.DAD gone at 6pm.MOM and my other siblings was around DAD that time.The way DAD died was so calm and peace..........We watched DAD hold his breath for the last time and died.I was so happy that DAD died in fron of MOM,my brothers,sister and me.We cried so loud and shout DAD's name.We accept for things that happened with DAD with open heart.Maybe GOD loves DAD more than us all.We all do miss you so much,DAD.
May your soul rest in peace.
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