I MISS YOU!

I really miss my beloved.I hope he is always fine by now.Thank you so much for giving me a bell to let me know that u r doin okay.I was so confused because it's like we both lost contact to each other.I don't know if things is fine with u there.No one will tell me about you there.I hope someday and soon we will talk again.I will be waiting for you.
I do hope this coming 2nd December 2005, you can come online and we both can talk.You know what this day means....but if you can't come online, then it's okay.I do understand your situation there.But I really count on you on that day.I will be lucky if you can come on that day.I do really miss you so much.You do know how I felt about you.........
GOD BLESS YOU ALL THE WAY...MY DEAR BELOVED SHIKRA........

I MISS MY FRIEND SO MUCH!

Nothing much to do at home.Just helping my mother doing the housework and then watch the TV.Sometimes I felt so bored but what can I do?.....maybe just reading and learn a lot more.This coming December......I have examination to deal with.It is PTK (Penilaian Tahap Kecekapan) for us because we are the government officer.This examination is quiet good because it test all the officer about the job they were doin and if they do really understand about the work and the law.
Got to study hard from now. The exam will be on 28th December 2005.
I do miss my friend so much.Don't know what is their plan this holiday.I hope they all are very happy in each and whatever they do.And I knew they do really enjoy their time this holiday.......with their beloved family and their beloved one.
I wish I have a time to meet them all and heard their story.I do really miss my time back in Kent College where lots of memories that I can't forget and it will always remain as the memory that will last forever.
I wish all my friend in 981 Kent College are always be happy and I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Thanks for all the sweet memories we all share together.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL........

LOVING SOMEONE

When it comes to love.....sometimes we don't know what to say and sometimes it's hard to explain it.Person who already fell in love.....they can explain the love and even if they don't they can understand it.....
I thought loving someone is just as simple as that.....but when I really face it and fell int love......I was speechless.It's a great and good feeling.You felt like you were in heaven's gate.........and will reach to the happy ending.I never know what is the end of my relationship with Shikra.....but I hope there is an end.
I didn't talk much with Shikra recently and I though so hard for me to talk with him again.Looks like I will lost contact with him.He didn't even try to contact me.....but what can I do?He is like that.I'm not sure if he even care for what I felt.Whatever happen to him.....I just hope he is fine.Sometimes, I felt like I was so angry with him coz he seem didn't care for what I did to him and he didn't respond so good.I understand that.I just knew he told me that he loves me.He only said those words but he doesn't know how much I miss him.So hard to explain it.I wish he knew how I really felt and what I need from him as my lover.A good respond and care for me.That's all I need.Better to stop this relationship......but I can't.I just wait for his answer until he said he wants to end this relationship.I wish he knew how to love someone.Even if I can't live my life with him........I was so happy that I learn how to love someone from him.THANK YOU SO MUCH, SHIKRA.
I hope you will find the right one who can make you happy and will understand you more than I do.Open you heart to someone who deserve your love.You will fine her.......just a matter of time.Be patient and you will find her.
Even if we can't be together.......I promise to love you FOREVER!
GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR BELOVED.......SHIKRA!

IT'S SCHOOL HOLIDAY NOW!

It's been a long time I guess after two weeks, then I have a chance to write again for my blog here.My holiday seems to be fine and my work at school is fine.I was so happy.........
Nothing much to do for this holiday.....maybe I will just stay at home and help MOM doing housework.........pretty tired but I have to help her.....
MOM was so busy taking care my cousin who live with us.He was sick and couldn't move his body.It's hard to do the job, taking care someone who couldn't move their body and we have to prepare everything for him.That's why if MOM have to take care of my cousin, then I'm the one who responsible to do all the housework from cleaning to cooking.MOM was so tired and now MOM is not feeling very well.Sometimes, I'm the one who nursing my cousin if MOM need to take a rest.But it's good to do a work like that.At least my stay at home meaningful.I enjoy doing it even for sure can feel the tiredness.
I do miss my beloved........I don't know if he is fine by now.He didn't contact me.......but I just hope he is fine.'Coz he knows what is the best.