Friday, November 03, 2006

ALL SOULS DAY.....MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACEFULLY, DAD........

It's the second month since our beloved father died last month(o2nd September)and today also is the day for ALL SOUL'S DAY.The exact date father died.I have to go back to lit a candle on father's grave.No matter what I have to go back since it's still school day.But I felt so happy I do have a chance to be with my beloved family and we all gather together went to father's grave.We clean and make sure everything is fine and great on father's grave.So sad and hurt this year Christmas gonna spend without our beloved father.I do hope and pray MOM will always be strong to face whatever happen on the future.I will try my very best take good care of my beloved family.Coz I thought I have a big responsible and I'm ready to accept it all.
Felt so hurt and seems like a glance to know father is not around.I still feel deep inside me something that still didn't come out.I need to shout it out.The burden of sadness is still inside me.I didn't let my beloved know about father.I don't have the courage to let him know.If he care for me much, sure I will let him know, but seems like it's not what I'm expecting, then I think I should keep it to myself.I will let him know someday.
My friend Elsa are now busy prepare for her wedding ceremony.I'm sure her wedding will be more cheerful,merrier and more grand.She always knew what is the best for her.I'm happy and glad for her and wish I will attend her glorious day........
I still remember Elsa dedicate a song and the video "Dance With My Father" by Luther Vandross.It's a lovely song,and 'Sa', I do love the song so very much.Thank you, thank you so much.On the same day also, I heard on the radio (TraXXFM), there is a listener dedicate the same song to all the listeners who lost their beloved father.Then I felt my heart pounding.I was so concentrate listening to the song and felt father was in front of me.His lovely face, smile and laugh.........Oh, God!I will always remember that.
It remind me again that I didn't spend much of my time with father before he died.I felt so hurt, sad and damn angry with that.But I know there is nothing I can do.I realize my mistakes and turn to MOM to make things clear.I have to take care MOM so much and our family.I promise no matter what I will always by MOM side.

p/s DAD.......MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.I promise you DAD that I will take care MOM and our family.No matter what, I will try my very best to make everyhting fine.I pray for father heavenly to help me become a strong person and much in love for everyone.AMEN........

Thursday, November 02, 2006

THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!

It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH

THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!

It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

LIFE GOES ON........

It's been more than a week we lost our father.I have to go and be in school.Have to be away from my beloved family again.We felt so lost without our beloved husband and father.No matter how sad and hurt my family felt after the lost of our beloved FATHER..........
PETRUS BIN RESI @ PETRUS BIN KEROUE..............we still have to be strong and keep it all in our heart.We do know that DAD died not because of some disease.When people jealous of you, they can do anything to see you can't move on with your life.Lots of my relatives keep on asking themselves and seems like they all didn't believe my DAD had passed away.It's like a dream.People keep on asking and wondering what really happened to FATHER.After they gave bath to father, my twin sister try to hold DAD's hand and found out on DAD's shirt, there is a blood!We all felt so surprised because there is no wound when they bath DAD, but how come there is a blood?We keep on asking about that.We can't open DAD's shirt because MOM didn't allow it.It's not good to open DAD's shirt after we put on his clothes.So, my brother just try to touch the blood to find if there is a wound or what.But, it's nothing there.MOM remind us that before DAD died and hold his breath for the last time,DAD hold his chest and push and soon after that, DAD died.Even now, I still remember DAD's face and how he hold his breath for the last time.I do miss you so much, DAD.Truly sorry if we are not really being there for you and seem didn't really care for you.I'm really sure you do understand your children so much.I still remember you told me how proud you are with all of us........your beloved childre.Thank you so much DAD for all your guidance, your support and most your tender loving care.

On Sunday(03rd September 2006)........at about 4.30p.m..........we went to graveyard to bury our beloved father at Mile 9, Jalan Silam, Lahad Datu.There are more than 20 cars ascot to the graveyard.Not many people knew the death of FATHER.Me and my family didn't inform to DAD's friends.They all just heard from other relatives.When they knew and heard about the death of DAD........they all was so shocked.They all felt they missed a good and a very kind person.They just couldn't accept the lost of our beloved FATHER.Everyone keep on talking about his kindness...........the way he treat people around him........when they all asked for a help, DAD was really there to help them, even DAD was not feeling well.For DAD, as long as he can help people, he will help them until he can't really help them.I'm so proud of you DAD.You are the "BEST DAD" we all ever had!

p/s WE ALL REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH.......LIFE MUST GO ON!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE DAD........PETRUS BIN RESI@PETRUS BIN KEROUE

I went back home on morning of Merdeka Day (31st August 2006) after received a phone call from my brother last night.It was early around 7 am.When I reached home, I was not so happy looking at DAD.The way DAD try to breath properly.I thought it's so easy but in fact, it's not that easy.I took care DAD that night (31st August 2006) until 4 a.m.I massage DAD's leg, help DAD to breathe properly..........I couldn't stand looking at DAD try to breathe properly.I just hope DAD will be fine but it's getting worse for DAD.I didn't went to school teaching.
On Friday night (01st September) one of 'BOMOH' came to my house and try to check and look at DAD's condition.My family was so surprised to know what the 'BOMOH' have just told us.The 'BOMOH' told my family that there is a people who felt so jealous on my family.They really hate my family since long time ago and they don't know how they want to hurt my family.Now, they really have a chance to do that and they got my DAD.They felt so jealous with my DAD.DAD was a very kind and generous person.Everyone admit his behaviour to everyone.DAD was so good and great.I'm so proud of him.There is a people who was so jealous on DAD of his success.It was too late to do anything.'BOMOH' will try to help anything he could.All we can do is pray that everything will be fine.
On the morning of Saturday (02nd September 2006).......I'm not so happy looking at DAD.His face expression looks very different.DAD was so pale.The way DAD's face makes me realize DAD can't stand any longer.I couldn't eat during lunch time looking at how bad DAD'S condition and health.On evening, DAD asked me to pick sister from work.Seems like DAD knows his condition and DAD really knows he didn't have much time again.So, DAD wait for me to pick my twin sister back from work.After that, we all gather around DAD and saw DAD lying there on his favourite chair.MOM and all of us (DAD'S children) gather around DAD and suddenly DAD fall asleep for the rest of his life.I just couldn't believe I lost my beloved father.DAD hold his breath for 3 days and couldn't sleep well.And now DAD can sleep well for all eternity.DAD gone at 6pm.MOM and my other siblings was around DAD that time.The way DAD died was so calm and peace..........We watched DAD hold his breath for the last time and died.I was so happy that DAD died in fron of MOM,my brothers,sister and me.We cried so loud and shout DAD's name.We accept for things that happened with DAD with open heart.Maybe GOD loves DAD more than us all.We all do miss you so much,DAD.
May your soul rest in peace.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

DAD'S HEALTH WAS IN BAD SITUATION

I received a phone call from my brother telling me the condition of DAD's health.I was so worried also but in a same time I thought that DAD's sickness can be fine easily.Before that,no matter how bad DAD got a problem with health, DAD seem can handle each and everything and DAD will doin fine after that.But the way my brother call me and telling me everything makes me thought that this is too serious to think.
I have to go back home by tomorrow to look after DAD and will take care for him.Last Saturday (26th August 2006), I sent and accompany DAD to the hospital.Seems like everything is going very fine with DAD.But today, the phone call makes me realize and makes me felt terrible about my DAD's health.This is too serious to think.My brother told me that DAD cant breath well and so hard for DAD to speak because DAD have to control his breathing.DAD didn't sleep very well until morning and all night DAD try to hold his breath and sleep on car's sofa.I just don't know what to say and I can't believe it.I must go back by tomorrow.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

DANUM VALLEY CONSERVATION AREA

Im so happy coz finally I have a chance to visit Danum Valley Conservation Area with my friends and students.I felt so happy coz this is my first time.So funny coz I was born and raised in Lahad Datu and never been to this place.Hahahahaha.......This activity is for Year 4 and 5 students.There are 44 of them (21 boys and 23 girls)........
We were there for 3 days from Friday (18th August 2006 until 20th August 2006).So nice to be in that place.This Danum Valley is the biggest reservation forest in Malaysia and the biggest in South East Asia.Many scientists and researches came to this place to search and make their observation on tree,animals and insects.I didn't have a chance to talk to one of the scientists even we all stay in a same hostel.Its because they are very busy doing their job.Some of them are still study.
Lots of activities we have done from jungle-tracking to swim.We swam at Segama River....which flow along the Danum Valley.The students are very happy there.They never saw this animal.........PIG or WILDBOAR......They was so surprised to see this animal coz they never saw it before at FELDA.But they were happy coz this is one of their experience........
The students have a chance to see the leeches......walk along jungle trail.....watching video.....watch birds......watch deer........They do enjoy themselves so much.....and so all the teachers involved.Luckily all the girls' teachers are single.So, we don't have to worry much on how to handle things specially when it comes to 'preparing food'.Everythings seems to be fine and Im so happy with what we had there.We also have a chance playing volleyball with Danum Valley staff.Some of them are rangers.
Im so happy with this activity and hope to have more great and fun activity in another place.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

MY DAD WAS SICK!

I just came back from my ICT course for two days(10th to 11th August 2006).Last Friday, I went back to Felda with my housemate Wann and friend Anuwar.We reach Felda at about 7.30pm.Oh, felt so tired.In school, used to work till 12.45 p.m. but last Friday with the course until 4.30p.m.
On Saturday and Sunday I have my tuition class as usual from 7.00 a.m. until 11.00 a.m.After the tuition class I went back and have my lunch with Tina at the hall in Bandar Sahabat.After that, went back home and called home.........talk with MOM.
I was so surprised with what MOM told me about DAD.DAD was not feeling well on Saturday.DAD got cough,all his hand cold and looks like it was so terrible the way MOM told me.I was so speechless.On that day also.........MOM want to call me and tell me what happen to DAD.........but, DAD doesn't want MOM to let me know because DAD knows that I much worried later.Yes, indeed I was so worried and I don't know what was on my mind later after that.Maybe it's because DAD have done so much work at home helping my MOM doing housework becaue MOM always not feeling well like wash the dishes and clothes.Even have to woke up early at 4.30 a.m. to cook.Later after this, I guess MOM will not allow DAD to do the housework.But MOM said that is fine already.I still didn't have a chance talking with my DAD.I should talk with DAD...........say something but instead I didn't.Oh my God, this is not right.I need to talk with DAD.
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH........DADMOM

Monday, July 31, 2006

My GREAT MP4 Player!

Finally my MP4 Player just arrived.I asked my housemate Wann to take it from the post office.It's just a small one.My palm is more big than the player.I was so happy with the player and can't wait to search more inside of it.
So, during that night, I asked the help from my friend Marianne to install all the nicest song from her notebook.She was such a nice person.She always helps me whenever I need her help.So, now my MP4 got lots of song..........but only 45 songs because my MP4 Player is only 512MB.Guess I need to buy 1GB just like Marianne.So, I can install lots of video clip and songs.
I think with that MP4 Player, I will not feel boring again.I will have my own world of music.

p/s Thanx to
www.ebay.com.my for showing lots of info about cheap products.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

iPod Shuffle and iPod Nano

I felt so happy that finally I can buy the product that I'm looking for.It's iPod.One is iPod Shuffle with a price of RM166 (including postage) and the other one is iPod Nano worth RM168 (including postage).I bought it through e-bay.I pay more for that.I don't know if it's worth to buy this stuff.But I won't mind coz I really love this iPod so much.Already made the payment on Tuesday for iPod Shuffle and yesterday, Thursday for iPod Nano.Now, I just have to wait for the product 1 week fr0m now.I just can't live without music.Even I will have to pay more, I'm satisfy with this.I used my tuition payment to buy this iPod.Guess with this stuff, I know I didn't waste my money with other things.Have to plan my budget.So I won't regret and will not ask in the end what happen and where all the money have gone.Hehehehehehehe........
Today, I'm going back home and felt so happy to see my family.I do miss them all so much.When I'm with them, everything is just fine and great.As usual, my sis will wait for me at the cyber cafe.Then after that, will do our shopping.Yes.I'm happy to do my shopping with my sis.Even I'm big enough and both of us are twin sister, sis still hold my hand when we both walk together.She will keep on holding my hand.She care for me so much.We will have so much fun this weekend.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

ROBINHO IS DEAD!

Sister call and told me that one of our dog died.Its ROBINHO that died.I felt so sad to hear that.It's just a small puppy.Maybe because its dog's disease.We just dont know what happen.Sis also told that all the dog is not feeling very well.Hmmm...........I just dont want them all to die.Hope they all will always in good health.I hope to come back this week and see them all.
Last week, sister told me that she wants to take some photo of all the puppies before something happen to all of them.Before they all died.Guess we missed to take the photo and one of the puppy died already.But it's okay because I already took two pictures of all the puppies when they are just 3 weeks old.So, its okay if we didn't have ROBINHO's picture where he is 1 month old.Can't wait to go back to see all of them.

Monday, July 03, 2006

WE NAME OUR PUPPIES WITH BRAZILIAN FOOTBALL TEAM NAME!

Felt so sad to know my favourite team Brazil lost 0-1 to France during quarter-final.I just couldn't believe it.Why they have to lost.Just couldn't sleep well after all and keep on thinking about it.Maybe they will win the title for 2010 FIFA World Cup.I will wait for that moment where Brazil will get back their victory.I'm sure they will.
Our dog already gave birth to four cute puppies.We really love them so much.My twin sister, Tina really loves those puppies.Everytime when she got back from work, she will have her time play with the puppies.We still didn't have any name for that cute puppies, after their mother gave birth.Since Brazil lost their game............so, my twin sister decided to name all the puppies with Brazilian players.
The first puppy, we call it ADRIANO(it got black and brown colour)...........second puppy is RONALDO (its colour is brown and white).......then the white one is KAKA.Then the last one with brown colour we call it ROBINHO.All the names are given by my twin sister.Guess I already miss all of them.After they got their name...........I felt so happy.......no pressure even Brazil lost their game...............At least got a small player here.Hehehehehe........

Thursday, June 22, 2006

THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

IT'S THE WAY YOU LOVE ME THAT MAKES ME FALL FOR YOUR LOVE.......
YOUR UNCONDITONAL LOVE!
HOW LUCKY I AM TO HAVE YOUR LOVE!

THE WAY
There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you

There's somethin' 'bout the way
Your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around

And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight

It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look
You get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same

In the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight [tonight]

It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way

It's in the way that [Oh]
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that I want you tonight [tonight]

Oh [It's in the way that]
You hold me [the way you hold me, yeah]
And the way that
You know me [the way you know me]
When I can find the right words to say [Feel it in the]
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me [feelin']
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay ~ [feel it in the way]

There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than
I feel it in the way



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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

LONELY....I WAS SO LONELY!

I was all alone after school open for the second semester.My housemates is not around.They have to go back to college to finish their studies and they will be back by July 07.So, I was all alone at home.Nothing much to do.Maybe just sleep and sleep...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
I don't like to be alone.I like when there is a people around me where I can talk and have fun with them.It remind me of my good friend back in college.So much fun being with them all.Always with lots of things to do.And I didn't felt alone.Even I was away from my family that time.Because I got such a nice and good friends who always there with me.Now, we all are far away to each other.I miss them all so much.
It makes me think so much when there is nothing much to do at home.Think about what my life will be ahead of me.My future, my family and for sure my beloved.The only thing I can make things better is by listening to music.It really helps me to ease my mind and makes me feel comfortable.Guess I need to buy an iPod.But it's very expensive.Guess I just buy that SONY walkman with USB.
By next week, another work to finish on time and seems like I will be busy with lots of work.I have to calm down, take a deep breath.Think positive that this is my job and I have to finish no matter how hard and difficult it is.And I have to prepare all my files because 'NAZIR' will come to our school to check everything.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

FIRST SEMESTER MID-TERM SCHOOL'S BREAK

So happy that finally we got our holiday for first semester.I don't know what will be my plan for this holiday.Maybe just stay at home and helping my MOM doing the housework.She need a rest since she have to take care of my sick cousin.She must be pretty tired.I'm happy even just stay at home doing this and that with my beloved family as long as it makes me happy.
But I have to return to school for the second week of my holiday because we got motivation workshop for UPSR students......YEAR 6.It will begin on Monday and Tuesday for English subject.So glad because after that I can go back again to continue my holiday with my beloved family.YES!
Suddenly I felt like I do miss all my friends back in college......981(98-2001).I really miss you all so much.Oh no....so sad to think of it.But anyway, life goes on.I'm happy for all the moments that I share with my 981 friends.I learn everything with you all and thank you so much for teaching me more on this life.When I felt lonely..........I will flashback my memory where I have such a good moment with you all and it really makes me happy.Words just can't explain how happy I am with you all.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL........MY 981 FRIENDS...........
ALL DA WAY........BABY!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all my BELOVED FRIENDS OF 981(98-2001).Our memories will always remain in my heart and I will never ever gonna forget all the things that we have done together.We all are now being apart to each other.I learn each and everything when I was in college.So many friends to be with and everything is going just fine with all of us.I'm so glad that I have a good friend.Indeed they are my BEST FRIEND..........BETH, ELSA, NIEZA, RINA and JANA.We all share each and everything so fine.No matter where and what we do..........we all stick together.Even things might not come out very well..........we still happy together.I can't forget it all..........never ever......
I wish I can just turn back the time and see again what we have done and to cherish again those memory.I really love being with my friends......my BEST FRIENDS!
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY...........GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Monday, May 15, 2006

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU MY BELOVED MOTHER...Mrs WILHELMINA WAITUNA KUMANIRENG!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOTHER.......Mrs WILHELMINA WAITUNA KUMANIRENG.You have done so much for us and I know words can't explain what you did for all of us.You were there and you care so much for each and everything.Even we all grwon up and we can take care of ourself, you still wants the best for us.You were there to make sure that we got the best.
Sometimes I think so hard on you.Think how glad and proud I am to have you in our life.You are truly our guardian ANGEL.
So many words to describe you MOM...........but it all come out to say........
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

FA Cup...LIVERPOOL is THE BEST OF ALL!

There is no electricity since 6 pm.So sad.Means can't have a chance to watch my favourite team play........LIVERPOOL against WEST HAM UNITED for final FA CUP.So me and my family went to our cousin house to watch the game.Guess what?For sure my best team won the game........Just that they won for penalty shot with a score 4-2.They are so great.Even other audience might thought LIVERPOOL will lost for FA Cup.GERRARD........is man of the match.He really is a good player.He save his team for a third score in 91 minutes.I'm not sure what i will feel if LIVERPOOL lost the game.But indeed they are a good team and the best team.Hmmm...can't wait for BARCELONA against ARSENAL..........

Saturday, April 29, 2006

MAULIDUR RASUL CELEBRATION

It's inter-school MAULIDUR RASUL celebration and we have been so busy since yesterday.I was involved with stage decorationa and seems like everything is fine.I woke up late today at 7.oo a.m.Then, I took my bath then watch the football of my favourite team....LIVERPOOL against WEST HAM UNITED.As usual, my team won the game 2-1.I was so happy then and couldn't wait for LIVERPOOL to play in FA CUP Final.Hope they will win the match.Beth was here since last week and I plan to have a lunch with her tomorrow but then, she have to go back to KK.Its okay then.Maybe some other day.I miss all my friends back in college.All the memory will always remain on my thoughts and sometimes I wish that I can turn back the time to spend my time again with all of them.

Friday, April 21, 2006

SCHOOL'S EDUCATION AWARDS CEREMONY

I felt so tired since last Tuesday.So many works I have to do.I have to draw a graphic picture for this ceremony.And the graphic should be drawn below the stage as a border.I do it alone and I was so grateful to have 4 students who are willing to help finish all the graphic.I was grateful also to Anne for her kindness to help me.She just can't stand to see I do it all alone.I was so happy in the end I can finish it all.
Today, is the prize giving ceremony and I was involved as the emcee.So tired because I have to prepare the text until I sleep late at 2.30am.So glad that everything is going very fine.Tomorrow there is no school, so I can spend much time with my beloved family and talking with my beloved.I wish we both have much time to talk.
By next week, I know, there is going to be a lot of work waiting for me to settle down.I hope that no matter how hard it is, I can still finish it all.Because I was thinking of someone.And by thinking of him, I felt so happy.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I LOST MY HANDPHONE

I couldn't believe that I lost my handphone yesterday.........
May be it's my fault that I was careless and forget about it.So sad coz I do love that handphone and all the messages inside the handphone.I didn't delete all the message that I received from my beloved.I felt so sad that I couldn't keep his message.I am now using a new number and I will try hard to get back my old number.Maybe this week when I get back home.I'm afraid I will received a lot of messages from my friends and they all didn't know that I have lost my handphone.My beloved TWIN SISTER, CRISTINA have told me that after this, I need to keep all my friends number on address book.I better be careful after this.I am now using my brother's handphone and I need to buy a new handphone.

p/s BE CAREFUL WHEREVER YOU GO.DON'T BE CARELESS!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY TO SHIKRA AND SWEETY

It's our 3rd anniversary today.I can't believe I have known this guy for 3 years since 2003.It's so nice that we both hang on with our relationship even it is so hard to believe.We both face so many problems and things might not seem very well, but because we both have the same feeling towards each other and we both believe in our love...........it makes us both still hold on with this love.I'm so proud to know and to have your love in my life.I can't believe again to have your love and I can't imagine to have someone else in my life.
I'm not so sure if my beloved remember that today is our anniversary..............I guess because of his work, he might forget this special day.It's okay then.I wish you do remember this special day of our life.At least, as for me, I will never ever forget about this special day in my life.
I wish my beloved is always in good health and happy always.I wish you a NEVER ENDING HAPPINESS.GOD BLESS YOU all the way through.Even without me, I know you can move on with your love.Thank you so much for all the love you have given to me.
I'm so happy last night that I received a call..........a birthday wish from BETH.She sang birthday song with her beloved.I'm so happy.Thank you so much.

p/s Got a nice bracelet and bag from my beloved students of 6A(INISIATIF) for my birthday present.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY FOR TWIN SISTERS (CRISTINA AND HELENA)

It's our birthday today..........HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY for my beloved twin sister, Cristina and for me also.I felt so happy that we both still live til today.Call home and talk to DADMOM.......said THANK YOU for all the love and care they gave us both.Without them, we both are not who we are today.THANX DADMOM.GOD BLESS YOU BOTH.
I do wish that everything will be just fine for me and my beloved sister no matter how hard it is.She is the only and the best sister I ever had, and I am so glad and proud that she is part of me and my TWIN.Sometimes, so hard to think and believe that I was born into this world with someone.......my twin.She done so much for me.........she always there in my time of need.I don't know what my life will be without her.And I wanna thank you because for such a long til today.............she is with me.
I wish and hope that this year will bring so much pleasure and good things ahead of us.May we both will face everything so fine and happy no matter how hard it is.I wish that my beloved is fine and happy with his life there.I know you can manage each and everything without me there for you.I wish someone will be with you soon and someday.I'm sure of that.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

SCHOOL'S HOLIDAY

It's school's holiday (for one week :13th-19th March 2006)and I felt so happy with that.Coz I can spend much time with my beloved family and I can take a rest for all the work that gave me headache.For this holiday, I don't want to think too much about what happen in school, my work or whatever.I just want to be happy and live my life the way I want to.
For this holiday.....I just stay at home and help my MOM doing housework because MOM need to take a rest.But it doesn't mean I can't come online and talk with my beloved!But I know......it's not that easy asking my beloved to come online so we both can speak easily.He was so commitment with his work........if I ask him to come online.....it will disturb him with his work..........
If my beloved come online and we can talk...it means it's our "VALENTINE'S DAY".Even we didn't have much time talking with each other...I'm happy as long as he is happy even I miss my time talking with him.I knew he do understand what I felt towards him.I will enjoy my time this holiday.........if I have a time.....then I will talk with
my beloved...........

Friday, March 10, 2006

A BLOG FOR MY BELOVED........

Today I have a chance again talking with my beloved..........and yesterday, my beloved told me that his left arm got hurt and there is 10 stitches on his elbow.I was damn hurt and sad when he told me about that.I wish I was there with him.......so I can take care of him and can help him.But he said he is fine and he wants me to be strong like him.Indeed I can be strong the way he wants me to but I felt so sad.I will try to be strong as he wants me to.

He told me today why he always didn't want to say 'I MISS U' everytime that we finish talking.And he told me honestly that he only wanted to check how was my reaction if he dont want to say 'I MISS YOU'......and my reaction was more than his thinking.I was agressive and angry with him.He only wanted to make me angry.But I was happy he told me his reason.I thought he was angry with me since 'ALLY'.He also said that ALLY is also his friend.

I was truly happy that finally he said........"I REALLY MISS YOU SWEETY".......it's like I was dreaming when I heard what he said.Now, I truly felt strong feeling on him.Nothing could ever change the way we both felt towards each other.

I told my beloved about my blog.........this blog.He only read my blog last time on the day of 'ALLY'.And today, I gave my beloved this address.I do hope he can read all, so he will know how I felt towards this life and to let him know how much his love mean so much to me.My dear even asked me not to show to anybody his name.........keep his name inside my heart.I want the whole world know how Shikra mean so much.

Okay, my dear........Shikra.Hope you can understand how much my life with you and may what we both wish for can be the way we want to.

I DO LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

WHAT SORT OF MAGIC IS IN YOUR SOUL?

HASH(0x8ee4718)
Your power is of the land of the dead. You can
bring a dead person to life and have them on
your side against anyone you want. You have
the power of the darkside, but yet it could
be used for healing your injured friends.

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EVERY DAY IS VALENTINE'S DAY........

I was so happy today that I have a chance talking with my beloved.
Every time I talk with him, I felt so ease and comfortable.He really makes me felt like in heaven.He was so much busy with his work and I couldn't really have a chance to talk with him.But today, it is our lucky day that we both can spent our time talking.I have sent my beloved a lovely Valentine's card.I think that the card is so special and it mean so much.The card is chosen by one of my best friend, BETH with her beloved.I asked her to find me a lovely Valentine's card for my beloved.Thank you so much, BETH.I do really love that card so much.And I really glad my beloved really love that card so much also.So, SHIKRA told me today that everytime we both have a chance talking online, then, it will be our VALENTINE'S DAY.
I felt so happy he said that......and on my card for him, I wrote the meaning of his name......and he can't believe what I wrote and he seems very surprised with that......
I'm so happy for what I did to him.At least I know that I am very honest with him and I don't want him to miss every single part of my life and the love that he should have.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS FOREVER........EVEN FAR I KNEW WE WILL STILL BE TOGETHER

Friday, February 24, 2006

IS IT LOVE?...OBSESSION?...OR JUST ANOTHER CRUSH?

It's love! You are actually in love with this
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positive they love
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person you love them! They just might tell
you the same back!
Congrats! Its not
obsession, even though people may say it is,

its not another crush, it is actually LOVE!

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Friday, February 17, 2006

11-th ANNUAL SPORTS DAY IS OVER!

I felt so happy that the event for sports is over.So glad that I don't have to think too much.Felt so tired but it's okay.At least everything going on very fine even we felt so much pressure and tension.
So sad that my team didn't do well for this year.Never mind.I hope by next year, I can help my team to win again the game.
I took part for relay in this sports day for 4 x 100m (teachers)......and my team got second place.It's okay.At least we already try and we took part in this event.
It's been a long time I didn't write much for my blog.It's because the computer lab in school didn't open because all the teachers busy for the sports.I hope by next week, they will open the lab so that I will have a chance to update my blog.Tomorrow is holiday so I guess I need to take a good rest.But I guess I want to go to dentist...to check my teeth.I'm not feeling very well because of my teeth.Hope I have a chance to go to dentist by tomorrow.
I really can't wait to go to school this coming Monday because I do really want to feel on track.We have been busy for a couple of weeks and things didn't get very well.I wish everything will be just fine.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT I DO!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

SCHOOL WILL BE BUSY

My school will be busy soon......for sports day.Then, we will have the tuition class.What a day...but it's okay coz that's what are teacher for.To be very busy and busy.But it really fun and enjoy.Sports Day is just around the corner and I will involve with publicity........and emergency case during the Sports Day.My team never lost with this tournament and we wish this year my team will get first place......hope so...I will try hard to help my team achieve this glory.We will start train this coming Tuesday.....and I will choose my student from Year 3 and Year 4 for Second Group.I wish my team will again become the best team ever!
GOOD LUCK FOR BAHAMAN(BIRU-BLUE).........


p/s Today I turn 26 years and 10 months........

Sunday, January 08, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

It's a new year for 2006......and I was thinking that time pass by so fast.I've been teaching for more than 4 years now and lots of challenge I face as a teacher.But I'm happy with that coz it makes me to believe in myself and face each and everything with open heart.
I was so happy with my friends....like Beth and Elsa.They all can further their study.Congratulations!.......I hope I can also further my study like them.I must move forward.
I was worried with MOM.....coz she always not feeling very well.Indeed she felt tired and need a good rest.But it is so hard for her.....coz if she have to rest, then who is going to do all the housework?So hard coz I'm far from them and I couldn't help MOM.....only during the weekend.That is why DAD have to do some of housework.
Actually MOM have to take care of my cousin who got sick since last two years and he can't move.He got no one and MOM was there to help him......taking good care of him.I'm so proud of you,....MOM.You were there when people really need you and I'm so proud to have you........
I hope this 2006 bring lots of joy and happiness for me and my beloved...SHIKRA.So many things happen between us two.Sometimes we both felt happy and sometimes we felt so much hurt.But it makes us felt so deeply in love with each other.That's what love is.......TO BE LOVE AND TO BE HURT......otherwise you never know the meaning of TRUE LOVE.........
I hope he is the one for me.........and no matter what problem and situation that we both face throughout this year, we hope GOD'S LOVE and GRACE will guide us all and to face it with open heart and strong enough to deal with each problem........may my family and friends will be happy always........AMEN!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....MY DEAR BELOVED...SHIKRA!