Wednesday, October 26, 2005

MY THOUGHT FOR TODAY!

School holidays is near.......this coming Saturday (29th October 2005) is the last day I will be in school.Wow....two months I will be at home?What should I do?sleep, watching television?.....I need to do and plan something.So, my holidays at home mean something.I can't just sit and eat................cant wait to go back and spend most of my time with my beloved family.Sure I will do something.But as usual, I have to help my mother doing housework.She was so tired.I know,she worked so hard to make sure everyone at home is fine.Don't worry...MOM, I will help you.Let me handle all the work.
I'm not sure about my beloved.Is he doing fine?I didnt contact him.But I knew he is fine.Just that sometimes I was so curious because he always didn't tell and let me know about his life.He want to keep it as a secret, or don't want me to think of it too much?makes me worried?I dont know this guy.Just that I know he is kind and honest.........and for sure I can't really count on him.By the way, just hope and pray is the only thing I can do........so my relationship will going very well.............GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR, SHIKRA!

P/S TONIGHT GOT DINNER (STEAMBOAT) WITH MY FRIENDS IN RESTAURANT

Sunday, October 23, 2005

MY BELOVED FAMILY!

Got a call from home........Mom talked with me.We have a problem and as usual I need to go back to settle down.I always there for my family and I really know that they really count on me.I was so worried if I can't help my family.I'm not happy.If I help them, then I felt comfortable to face this life.That is what I am.Their happines is my happiness.
After school, then I will go back home.I know Mom was so worried if I didnt help settle down my family problem.No matter how hard it is, I need to go back.Sometimes when you felt you got a problem, you need someone beside you...........you beloved one........But as for me,I'm not so sure to count on my beloved.To tell him what I face here..........coz I'm not sure if he can understand me.But I know, he understand me.Just that in a time we thought we already understand the person we love.I hope my beloved will always be fine no matter what he do.

Friday, October 21, 2005

WHAT KIND OF GIRL I AM?

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You are a kind and gentle person. You care for
others and everyone wishes they could be you..
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P/S SHIKRA........YOU ARE LUCKY!

What kind of girl are you? (with pics)
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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE........what song are you?

THE TITLE OF THE SONG IN ME FROM "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE"...................IT IS MY OWN NAME..........."HELENA".........what a coincidence........

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You are Helena!! Congrats! I love that song!

Today I am now 26 years of age and 7 months..........
My Chemical Romance!!! What song are you?
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

SO HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ARE FINE!

I was so happy today to know that my beloved is fine there.I was so worried about him since last week.But after talking with him, then I knew that he is fine.Just that need some time to settle everything.I know dear that you are so good in everything and glad that I got you in my life.When we both really have a good time, then we will talk more about life especially our love path.I really miss you so much even I know it's not that easy to be with you.I just hope each an everything will be doin fine.Even I can't live my life with you, I was so happy that I got your love and I once have you in my life.THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME........

Sunday, October 16, 2005

SCHOOL DAY

It's school day today even it is Saturday.This school's day will replace for school holiday on November.I can't wait for the holidays.It's going to be two months at home.And part of it.......maybe going out or going to KK to see my beloved friend.I wish things getting well so I can go to KK.
I'm still worried about my beloved.Didn't heard any news from him.I hope he can manage each and everything very well.I don't know what if he is fine or not coz he didn't contact me.I just knew he need time and space to settle down..............and I know it might took a long time for me to know things from him.
HOPE YOU WILL DOIN FINE, MY DEAR.........LOVE YOU ALWAYS

Saturday, October 15, 2005

HOPE U WILL DOIN FINE!

I'm so sorry that I just got the news on what happen with you there.Truly sorry about that.Thank you so much for telling me about what happen and I am so happy to know that you and your family is fine there.
I'm so proud of you that you were so strong to face it.Even I know it is not that easy things to think about and you were so strong about it.
I will wait for you dear to tell me if things getting well..............and I do hope and pray to you my dear, that you can manage everything very well.I am so sorry I wasn't there with you, to face it with you and to feel inside of you.But I know you can feel what my heart wants to say.
Even I wasn't there with you and I am far away from you, just remember one thing...........that I am always with you through good and bad times.........and I'm never gonna leave your side.Because you are the LOVE OF MY LIFE........

EXAM IS OVER!

Exam is finish already since yesterday.But I have to check the paper.So happy because after exam, there is not much work to do.But as a class teacher for Year 6, I have to prepare everything......like student's record book, UPSR result and 001 Card before they enter to Form 1.I hope i can manage everything before school close in the end of the month.
Today, all teachers and students got photography session...........and the pictures taken will be put in school's website.Can't wait to see all the pictures.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

MY INNER AGE........

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What is your inner age?
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MY JAPANESE NAME!

Hiroko
Your Japanese name should be

'Hiroko'


which means "generous child".


You're a very kind person! You're loyal to your
friends and would do almost anything for them.
You're generous and caring.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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MY JAPANESE NAME!

One of my colleague recommended me to enter this site.........www.quizilla.com for quizzes and she asked me to answer one of the quiz question........Which JAPANESE name fits you best?I found this site is so great and makes me happy..........
I got the result and found my Japanese name and my Japanese name is......... HIROKO.........which means 'generous child'...........
'You're a very kind person!You're loyal to your friends and would do almost anything for them.You're generous and caring.'
HELENA HIROKO............what a name!

Saturday, October 08, 2005

A GREAT LIFE of LOVE!

Sometimes we thought things is easy just like that..........but if we really face it, then we know its not that easy............and we wonder till when it have to be like that!
Just like LOVE..........we thought loving someone is easy like that.........but its the hardest thing to fall and love someone.......if we really into it, then we can understand! Its not easy to win someone's heart.............at first,yes we thought we already given what we had but sometimes things didnt go very well!
We show the person how much we care and love her or him........but sometimes what we did didnt mean anything and the person just ignore you.........what will you do about it?You just wonder maybe he is like that and you accept that person cause you already love him so much.....but heart's cant lie what we think!We said we are fine but our heart are deeply in hurt!
We keep on wondering if he ever change and do what we really want him to do.But if he keep on like that.......what else can we expect!........but it's nice knowing someone who really care and love you so much.......you really can felt that u were in heaven............how nice it is to be love by someone..........at least no matter how hurt we are.........we must be grateful cause at least we know what is the meaning of love.........what it is like to be love by someone..........and never thought it was him..........

Friday, October 07, 2005

YOU ARE THE ONE!

Dear,when I think about you, I don't need to think cause I just know that dear, it's the way you love me.......that makes me so damn sure that you're the one........Don't you know that I've waited for you,......you are everything that I've waited for.You are veryting that I wanted all my life and never thought I would find what I need 'till you came along.......my dreams seems far away.
I could be with another man and I could go anywhere to find them.But why would I anywhere when I've got you.I'm so glad that I got you.Maybe I just got lucky, cause a chance like this don't come along everyday and can we hold on to what we've got?........If I ever lost you dear, my whole life would change.
You should know that your love gives me strength.......and without you, I don't know where I would be.It's because of your sould I'm at ease, no matter where I am.I'm not alone.........all that I have is nothing when it compares to you........and I can't believe how your love makes me feel.I'm glad that I've got you and dear............you've got me too.
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ........SHIKRA!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

ANOTHER DAY TO FACE!

Wake up almost 6am......felt tired, dont know why....maybe lots of work to do.Got 1 missed call from beloved at 12.39.03am.I didnt realized the missed call, only at 3.30am then i checked my handphone and i got his missed call.
Sometimes we thought life is so easy coz we though everything will be fine but if we really face and realize about it, then we know life its not that easy............just like LOVE.We thought loving someone is the easiest thing we can do. But then, if sudden problem about love happen with us, then we realize that LOVE is not that easy.Out life connect with LOVE and we do need love.When someone really fall in love with the person, they thought she or he is the one for them coz they thought they have all the love in the world.
Is it enough if we just saying I LOVE YOU to the person we love?Love need sacrifice, care and understanding.But did we already sacrifice, care and understanding to the person we love?Ask ourself about it.Did i love her and show her how much i love her?or i only use my words to win her heart!.Thats what LOVE is.We never know about it till the person that loves us explain each and everything.So, if u really love someone, show him/her how much you love her and try to talk with her to know everything so well.MAY YOUR LOVE LIFE LEAD YOU TO A HAPPY ENDING!...............GOD BLESS YOUR LOVE!

Monday, October 03, 2005

MY DEAR!

Another day counting before the holidays come..........I DO MISS YOU SO MUCH!.......yes u are so important to my life and im not sure if i can end up my life with you............i only can count on it and hope there is the end of this life.........i wish i can know what is the end of it so i can just let you go........but what will i know?....UNDERSTANDING.........yes, thats what makes us close together but we are not sure if that understanding can STAND for us in the end.If things going to change with both of us, then i have to accept it with open heart although we both know how hurt it is.........
What is important is we are open to each other and truly and honestly love each other...........a love that is so hard to explain.........guess there is not words of it but we know it............

There is a party for Year 6 students and each class will present their own presentation.I hope my students for 6 Iltizam can give their best performance.Guess that im gonna miss them.Not sure if they still remember me by next year.But i know they cant forget me coz they know how much i love them.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

MARY'S PRAYER!

Its saturday and i need to go back home coz tonite my family held a Rosario's Prayer and my home will be the first home to start the prayer................i guess my mom and sis are busy for the preparation tonite...........whatever the preparation, the important is in our heart and what will happen.............
i need to pass up my examination paper for english year 2 and i still didnt finish the work.maybe after this i guess....i always done my work in a last minute...........like what i always did back in college.........what a day and sweet memory.........a memory that will last forever and ever.......AMEN!
i do hope i can finish this examination and nothing is going to stop me from finish it coz i have a class after this....maybe i just skip or just enter the class..................but the truth is i must teach my students coz they need a lot of things to do before the exam and i must make sure that they can master the question very well and answer all the question correctly...........thats what a teacher for...........HELP THEIR STUDENTS MASTER THE LEARNING!