MY NEPHEW IS SO CUTE....

When I first saw my nephew's pictures after his birth, I was quite surprised coz he was so cute and chubby, specially his cheeks. MUM was quite surprised also coz we all never thought he was so cute. Now, he is 3 months. People will thought he is already 5 months.
I can't wait for my nephew to come over this Christmas.....I want to give him a big hug and a long kiss at his cheeks........^____^...

My nephew Gabriel Lincoln Resi Goran.....so cute....^___^

Love to see his cheeks and lips....just like his father...^_*

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY...WE MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

        Never thought it's been 6 years you left us. Sometimes I couldn't believe it. But I have to face the truth that you are not around us. I kept thinking til now, why on earth they did that to you. I just let it to hands of GOD to judge those who wanted you to leave us forever.

        We always remember what you told us....your advices. The most you always remind us your children to ALWAYS BE KIND TO ALL....EVEN OTHERS DID BAD THINGS, LET THEM DID WHAT THEY WANT, AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT LIKE THAT....

        We really miss you so much....I cried yesterday when I look at your picture. I need someone to talk to....so I talk to myself and imagine I am talking with you. I let out all the doubts in me, all the fear and all the things that bother me. I know you will listen to me coz I always pray for you....wishing you will always with us.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY LATE FATHER....MR. PETRUS RESI GORAN @ KEROWE

LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST

        I miss my family so much...specially my late father coz tomorrow is Father's Day. I miss my MUM so much also. Now, I think bout my beloved nephew in Kuching. Even I never met him, I already miss him. I can't wait for them to come over. Even I am far from my dear family, I have to be happy even deep inside I felt so sad. 

        I must live my life to the fullest. Live as happy as I can. I want to be happy for my family. They are the best thing in my life. I am happy because of them. I don't want them to worry so much bout me here alone in LD. Even life is not easy for me, I know I must face it. Facing all the obstacles and problems made me stronger day by day. I learn things about life more.

        Sitting in front of the TV while drinking my hot chococcino (chocolate + capuccino), remind me of what I have been through so far...thinking bout the hurt in my heart. But deep inside, I knew this is God's plan for me. I just accepted what have been decided for me. I just have to face it. God knew I am strong enough to face everything. By the end, I knew HE already prepare the best for me. I just have to wait for it. The time will come....

THANK GOD FOR MY NEWLY BORN NEPHEW

Thank GOD for giving us a new born GORAN's generation....my newly born nephew. It is my brother Carlos new born son.I am so much happy to have my nephew. He was born on May 6, 2012 at 9.37 p.m. I am so proud and really hope will meet my lovely nephew soon. 

My lovely nephew : GABRIEL LINCOLN RESI GORAN CARLOS KEROWE

BLESSING DAY OF MY BEST FRIEND...

        I felt so happy yesterday (26th Jan). I can make it to my best friend's Blessing Day. It is Beth's Blessing Day yesterday. It was one of my best moment to see her walk down the isle and see her had her blessing. She looks so pretty and beautiful. I knew already that she will look so pretty on her big day. 

        She called me last time on 7 Jan after I finished my class and let me know about her Blessing Day that will be on 26th Jan. I felt so happy that she called and let me know about it. It is an honour for me. I saw Beth's children. Meeting her dad and all her sisters. Peach is her theme colour for her Blessing Day. But I didn't come with a peach dress. Sori my friend...I'm so happy after many years I finally met her children. They are very cute....Mia, oh she was so cute, chubby and very hyperactive...her son, OJ...oh, very handsome...and her third daughter, oh I forgot her name. All of them are very cute. I had a chance took some picture of Beth and her dear family....and sure I did took some picture with her. I can't describe how happy I am yesterday. She look so pretty in her wedding dress. I like her wedding dress. Indeed she is pretty in any dress. After the blessing, we had some refreshment at the parish hall. All the food are very delicious. I like all the menu prepared. I eat much...hehehehe....Before went back, I gave present to Beth as her wedding gift. I plan to give her more...coming soon...;-)..

        

2012...YEAR OF THE DRAGON...

        I had one week holidays for this Chinese New Year. So, I spend this time with my dear family. All my sibling also have one week holidays....wahhh...so great that we all can be together and enjoy our holiday so much. Tomorrow me and my siblings will have things to do in KK town. I also have a few things I need to settle before go back to LD.

        I went back to KK early on Thursday (19 Jan). I took one day sick-leave. Actually I didn't felt very comfortable to stay another day in the school coz of someone. This person lied to me on something. I just couldn't believe why this person had to lie. I am honest with my friendship but this person....oh God why on earth this person is like that....a cheater. I was very angry because I ask this person myself but this person did not tell me the truth till I found out the truth. Never mind....I just have to go on with my life. This person is not going to stop me from living my happy life as I always be.

        I pray to God that I have the courage to face my life with a cheater among my life work. I will be strong and I will just ignore this person.

MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND

        Hahahaha....I'm not talking about my future boyfriend. It is a movie that I watched yesterday on TV3...My future boyfriend. It is a nice story where the woman met this guy and he is from the future. He travel back to 21 century in 2011 from 2032 just to meet this woman He wanted this woman to explain to him what is love. It is because during their time in 2032, people couldn't really explain what love is.

The woman is a journalist. So, she wrote a story about this guy from the future. At first she did not believe this guy is from the future. But after the guy disappeared in front of her and leave her with his love, then only she realized that she is in love with that future guy.

        The woman brought the guy everywhere to show him what is love about. She told the guy that love is a feeling that when you felt close and you felt different with the person. You felt connected. What is funny when I watch this movie is when he saw people kissing. She asked the woman, why they "press their lips"?It means they are "kissing". The woman told him, you "press lips" when you like that person. When the cried, the guy asked her...."why are you leaking?".Hahahaha.....The guy got caught coz police thought he counterfeit money. Actually he brought money from the future. His professor travel from the future to safe him. They escaped from the prison and the professor try to drive a car. It's auto car. The professor push to D and the car hit the wall....he called it "Destruction". The guy said, try R coz it's "Restore". But before that, the guy said, hit the pedal "on the floor". The professor was confused and said "I never thought there is a pedal on the floor"....hahahaha..

        Almost  2 weeks I didn't watch the TV because my astro got problem. But last Friday, I leave the decoder on standby mode and yesterday morning I can watch the TV. I watched the marathon for Nada Cinta. I thought the drama already finish. While watching the drama, I did my secretary work and thank GOD I finished the work.

LISTEN AND TALK WITH MUM MAKES ME HAPPY

        I slept at 4pm after finished meeting at school. I felt very tired. Then, at 6pm, suddenly I received a call from my twin sis. She hand over her hp to MUM. Then I heard MUM's voice on the line....oh, I felt so fresh. During that time, felt sleepy but her voice makes me really happy. I didn't really stress with my work as a teacher. Just that, I am tired with lots of work. Besides teaching, I have to do other stuff. But it didn't bother me at all. More than 10 years experiences, sure I can get rid of it....hahahahaha...

        MUM as always told me to always pray everyday....before I go to sleep and before I go to work. So, I set on my mind to always pray. No matter what, I will always remember what MUM wanted me to do.Actually I pray a lot. Not only before sleep and before go to work. Every time I'm free, sure I will pray. I am happy now with myself....coz I have a good weapon to protect me....it's my pray. 

        Today in school, we had a meeting with our pupils for school's Sports Day. Now, my new team is Hijau....with a new name....NIKE....so funny they chose this branded for the team's name. But its okay coz I like NIKE...hehehehe...Guess from now on starting this Monday have to wear NIKE wardrobe...huhu. I have to train my pupils for the championship. I saw many athletes in our team. I will work hard to achieve our team's goal....to win all the athletic. Not forget the teachers will run for the 4x100m relay on the day of the championship. Hope my team can win...

I MISS OUR OLD HOUSE...

    I miss my old house back in Kg. Unta. There were so many memories there. I grew up there since our family moved from Kg. Singgamata. Even when I write now, my mind was already in the house. I felt the memories and all the things I did with my family. I love the environment in our house....

    Now, I enter the house and see many sofas. Sometimes, only my brother alone watching TV. Others at the back and my brothers went out to see their friends. The house is so long. Sometimes you felt tired to walk to the back. DAD did everything for our house. He painted with our brother, Herman. DAD designed and created our house very well. I love everything he did.We have this space near the living room which our family used to hang and talk. We make this space after our DAD died. There is a television in this area if we want to play PS. Then me and my twin sis room. There were many magazines and book. Now all the magazines and book were kept inside my brother room at the back. I went to the dining area and near it is my parents room. I remembered every time before I went to sleep, I must kiss both my DAD and MUM. I can't sleep if I didn't kiss both of them. We had this long dining table where 10 people can sit together and eat. Oh I miss this moment so much. I saw my DAD and MUM having their dinner. Our kitchen...DAD always cooked for us. He will prepare dinner for us. He is such a good cook with his love. When I think back again now, he did everything well before he died. He gave all his love to us. He make sure everything is perfect. He will do all the housework and prepared food early in the morning for my sister and brother to bring it to work. Sometimes during weekend, DAD the one prepared breakfast and wake me up and we having breakfast together...I MISS YOU SO MUCH DAD....

   I MISS YOU DAD....I cried and hurt so much to know that I lost my DAD. Even now, I still couldn't believe that I lost my DAD. He always said, he will live long because he was in good health, active and he did most of the housework. I believe that and I do know he is a good and kind man. People admitted it. But who knows, some people jealous of my DAD. They did everything to see him die. And they won. But they didn't know and realize that we knew. It make us strong even you are not around. Your presence still lingers here.....

   We left the house in 2008, two years after DAD gone. The house were very clean when we left it. Now, there is intruder in our house. They entered the house without any permission. They thought they can just enter someone's house without asking any permission. How could such a person like that think like a child? Did they ever think if someone go inside their house, doing whatever they want without telling you anything...would you accept that? They thought we don't want to come back to that house. It's our house. My MUM and DAD bought it and renovated it. It became such a nice and good house. Now our cousin stayed in the house. We just hope he will take good care of the house.

DEAR DAD....THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR US....

END OF 2011...THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING........

Today is the end of 2011. Many things happened along 2011. But most of all there are lots of nice and good memories to remember.  There are:

1. My brother Carlos got married to his beloved Diana on March 10, 2011. 

The ceremony is on March 12, 2011.

2. My twin sister Cristina quit her job in Lahad Datu and moved to Kota Kinabalu to be with my family...left me alone in Lahad Datu. 

3. I got a chance to further my study to get my degree on TESL.

4. I got promoted to DGA 32 on July.

5. I found someone who care for me.....

6. Part of my wishes and dreams do come true...

THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING EVERYTHING PERFECT FOR ME 

AND MY BELOVED FAMILY.