HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY TO SHIKRA AND SWEETY

It's our 3rd anniversary today.I can't believe I have known this guy for 3 years since 2003.It's so nice that we both hang on with our relationship even it is so hard to believe.We both face so many problems and things might not seem very well, but because we both have the same feeling towards each other and we both believe in our love...........it makes us both still hold on with this love.I'm so proud to know and to have your love in my life.I can't believe again to have your love and I can't imagine to have someone else in my life.
I'm not so sure if my beloved remember that today is our anniversary..............I guess because of his work, he might forget this special day.It's okay then.I wish you do remember this special day of our life.At least, as for me, I will never ever forget about this special day in my life.
I wish my beloved is always in good health and happy always.I wish you a NEVER ENDING HAPPINESS.GOD BLESS YOU all the way through.Even without me, I know you can move on with your love.Thank you so much for all the love you have given to me.
I'm so happy last night that I received a call..........a birthday wish from BETH.She sang birthday song with her beloved.I'm so happy.Thank you so much.

p/s Got a nice bracelet and bag from my beloved students of 6A(INISIATIF) for my birthday present.

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY FOR TWIN SISTERS (CRISTINA AND HELENA)

It's our birthday today..........HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY for my beloved twin sister, Cristina and for me also.I felt so happy that we both still live til today.Call home and talk to DADMOM.......said THANK YOU for all the love and care they gave us both.Without them, we both are not who we are today.THANX DADMOM.GOD BLESS YOU BOTH.
I do wish that everything will be just fine for me and my beloved sister no matter how hard it is.She is the only and the best sister I ever had, and I am so glad and proud that she is part of me and my TWIN.Sometimes, so hard to think and believe that I was born into this world with someone.......my twin.She done so much for me.........she always there in my time of need.I don't know what my life will be without her.And I wanna thank you because for such a long til today.............she is with me.
I wish and hope that this year will bring so much pleasure and good things ahead of us.May we both will face everything so fine and happy no matter how hard it is.I wish that my beloved is fine and happy with his life there.I know you can manage each and everything without me there for you.I wish someone will be with you soon and someday.I'm sure of that.

SCHOOL'S HOLIDAY

It's school's holiday (for one week :13th-19th March 2006)and I felt so happy with that.Coz I can spend much time with my beloved family and I can take a rest for all the work that gave me headache.For this holiday, I don't want to think too much about what happen in school, my work or whatever.I just want to be happy and live my life the way I want to.
For this holiday.....I just stay at home and help my MOM doing housework because MOM need to take a rest.But it doesn't mean I can't come online and talk with my beloved!But I know......it's not that easy asking my beloved to come online so we both can speak easily.He was so commitment with his work........if I ask him to come online.....it will disturb him with his work..........
If my beloved come online and we can talk...it means it's our "VALENTINE'S DAY".Even we didn't have much time talking with each other...I'm happy as long as he is happy even I miss my time talking with him.I knew he do understand what I felt towards him.I will enjoy my time this holiday.........if I have a time.....then I will talk with my beloved...........

A BLOG FOR MY BELOVED........

Today I have a chance again talking with my beloved..........and yesterday, my beloved told me that his left arm got hurt and there is 10 stitches on his elbow.I was damn hurt and sad when he told me about that.I wish I was there with him.......so I can take care of him and can help him.But he said he is fine and he wants me to be strong like him.Indeed I can be strong the way he wants me to but I felt so sad.I will try to be strong as he wants me to.

He told me today why he always didn't want to say 'I MISS U' everytime that we finish talking.And he told me honestly that he only wanted to check how was my reaction if he dont want to say 'I MISS YOU'......and my reaction was more than his thinking.I was agressive and angry with him.He only wanted to make me angry.But I was happy he told me his reason.I thought he was angry with me since 'ALLY'.He also said that ALLY is also his friend.

I was truly happy that finally he said........"I REALLY MISS YOU SWEETY".......it's like I was dreaming when I heard what he said.Now, I truly felt strong feeling on him.Nothing could ever change the way we both felt towards each other.

I told my beloved about my blog.........this blog.He only read my blog last time on the day of 'ALLY'.And today, I gave my beloved this address.I do hope he can read all, so he will know how I felt towards this life and to let him know how much his love mean so much to me.My dear even asked me not to show to anybody his name.........keep his name inside my heart.I want the whole world know how Shikra mean so much.

Okay, my dear........Shikra.Hope you can understand how much my life with you and may what we both wish for can be the way we want to.

I DO LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.