I DO LOVE YOU!

I do love you so much, my dear beloved SHIKRA.I'm afraid that you will change what you felt towards me.But it's okay.I know that you are strong enough and you always be fine in each and everything.I'm so glad and proud to have you in my life.I hope you are the man that I can spend the rest of my life with.
I know it's not that easy for me to be with SHIKRA.But I was so happy with what I have with him now.He is the best I ever had...............and I'm not going to loose him again...........never!
He really honest with me.So hard to find a man like him........never kiss a woman and even never falling in love before.I guess I am the luckiest girl of all to have him.I so proud of that.Guess I'm the first lady to kiss him................wow, so nice to think like that.But it's not that easy.Time will make sure if I can have him as my HUBBY!
I do really miss you and I am sure you do miss me too the way I miss you!
LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

I AM WITH YOU

I sent my beloved SMS last nite......tellin him that I'm kinda hard to know him because he didn't talk to much and didn't say anything after what I did to him.I felt so terrible.I do miss him so much.I'm not sure what my life will be without him.He is the best I ever had.If I lost him, I guess my life will change.I will never ever find someone like him.It's because he is all I got.He got what I want in man.And, thank you God for giving me someone as special as SHIKRA.
I guess SHIKRA was not happy with my sms last nite........and TODAY, he sent me offline messages......he thought I will understand his situation with his official work there.But, sometimes I think him in a wrong way.I also wrote that he have changed what he felt on me.But instead, I was wrong.He was strong with his feeling one me and I should believe in his love......and he never ever change.He also said that 'I AM WITH YOU'.I was so happy to know that.I should trust him more and more.He only got me in his life and no other women can take my place.I'm always in his way.I must try to understand his situation now.He needs me.I should be what I should be.Thank you so much my dear beloved SHIKRA.You know that you can make me happy always!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH........

KEEP YOU HAPPY ALWAYS!

I'm not sure if my beloved is fine or not.He said he was fine.But I can felt that he is not fine.He got different feeling on me and I'm definitely sure about it.But he pretend that everything is fine.I'm not sure what he really felt.I guess he was trying to hide what he really felt.He don't want to let it show.I felt so sad and I'm not happy with that.I hope you can be honest with me........show me what you really want.Don't let me think about it alone and I can't stop thinking about you.I know I have hurt you so much.I do really knew it.But I didn't mean it.But it mean so much to you for what I did.I wish there is a chance for explaination but I guess it's not going to happen.
I really felt you have changed what you felt on me.The love you got already changed.......and it really hurt.The way you talk to me when we go online, is the answer.I felt different when I talked with you because you have changed.Now, today I tried to talked with you but there is no respond from you and I'm not so sure what's wrong with that.I hope it's the problem with the internet connection.I'm waiting for you to reply my message but still, you couldn't reply it.I guess you angry with me, that's why you didn't reply my message.
I know how angry you are with me.I do really know.When we talked last time after you found out about my other ID, you felt so regret about that.And I felt so hurt and sad because you said that you wish you just die and became one of the victim on the disaster.What would you think if I also said that to you when you done a mistake on me?You are not happy,rite?I know I have my mistake on you.But the mistake which I done to you....I hope you can consider it very well.Why I did that?Because you didn't give me proper response, like what I did to you.I don't want to talk about that.I got nothing if I said that.Things will getting worst.
I'm now have to move on even it is so hard.I'm not sure if I still have your love with me.I couldn't think to have your love in my life.I won't dare to have your love.....coz I already hurt you.I thought my mistakes is fine but I guess is the biggest mistakes for you.
I'm not sure what I want to feel with you.You said you want to KEEP ME HAPPY ALWAYS.....but I guess what you did really makes me felt so hurt.Plese try to be honest when you love someone.Don't pretend you are fine......instead you felt so hurt.I need your honesty to tell me the truth.I never thought you don't want to talk with me.I guess I have to let things just like that.No matter what happen, I'm so happy because I'm honest to tell you what I really felt and nothing left to know.....and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!......even now you have changed what you felt against me.I wish all the best in everything you do!

MY BELOVED IS FINE...THANK YOU!

I felt so terrible after what I did to my beloved.I know it's not that easy for him to know and accept what I just did to him.I hope he is fine also.....but I guess I might not know what inside his heart.But he is a true decent man.
I can't stop thinking of him.Every time I woke up, my first thought is him.His name always lingers on my mind and I keep on saying it.I'm not sure what my life will be without him.He seem to be very perfect and I guess I have no words to describe him........he was my everything!
I was so happy I have a chance to talk with him today.My beloved is fine and I was so happy today that he is definitely fine.Maybe I wasn't really sure what is in his mind.I felt so happy anyway.Thanx my dear for making my day today!
He do really always want to make me happy even it is so hard and I was grateful to have him in my life.He really want to make sure that I am happy and indeed he keep me happy.He said to me today when we both talk online is that.... "KEEP YOU HAPPY ALWAYS".Thanks my dear!
I must now believe and trust my beloved so much.Just as what he did to me.I must learn from him.He was so strong with his feeling on me.I hope I will be strong like him and will keep our relation last forever.
THANX MY SHIKRA........indeed you are like an EAGLE!

MY BELOVED FOUND OUT!

I couldn't really believe that my beloved already found out my other ID on chat.....MSN and Yahoo.I don't know how he found out but he was sure 100% it was me and he just want to make sure.
I couldn't admit it's not me because he wants me to swear that the ID is not my other ID under his LOVE.I can't lie to him......then I admit to him about the ID.Shikra found out about me using another ID coz:

1- Everytime I send sms.ac using my usual ID, in a same time I also send sms.ac using the other ID.

2- He never gave ALLY his yahoo ID.So, Shikra was so sure that I'm the one who gave ALLY his yahoo ID.

3- The font colour that ALLY used on MSN is the same font colour that I used when I talk with Shikra.
He knew I always used purple as my font colour.

4- And for the last reason, Shikra was so sure it was me using that other ID by the way ALLY talked with Shikra and the way ALLY used the sentences when talking.He was sure it was me.I thought Shikra didn't know me but instead he knew me more than that.Just that he never told me..Now I knew how deep his feeling for me.

Oh, God, it was so difficult for him to accept and know what I just did to him.He was so honest with his love on me.....but I'm the one who turn things very bad.
I hope my beloved Shikra can understand why I did that.I didn't mean to test his love on me or try to play a game with his heart.It just happen like that.
First, Shikra introduced me about sms.ac.I registered my name on that sms.ac........but when I try to open my ID, it can't be open.So, I try with another ID using my twin sister's number and that is why ALLY exist.I will open both of my sms.ac.But on that day, I was wrong send sms using ALLY's ID.That is the first time Shikra got that sms.ac.I was surprised and I don't know what to say.So, I just leave things like that.But then, ALLY got responsed from Shikra.So, things started out so well.I want to tell Shikra about ALLY, but I'm afraid he will damn angry with me.So, I plan to tell him about ALLY when the time is come.But so sad, Shikra already found out about ALLY more than I expect.I don't know what to say but I wish Shikra can understand why I did that.I hope he didn't misunderstood me.But what can I do?he knew about it already.I did that because I just want to know how and why Shikra love me through ALLY. I didn't mean anything.If Shikra can recall all the conversation that ALLY have with him, then he can understand that most of the questions that ALLY asked are mostly on wanting to know his feeling towards HELENA.That's all and nothing more.But I didn't have a chance to explain that.It's okay.I have to accept the consequence on what I did to Shikra.
Now, I was damn hurt because I didn't have a chance to explain everything and I already hurt his feeling so much.He was so hurt.Words can't really explain how hurt he is, but I knew.
The situation between me and Shikra is quiet different now.I can feel it.He was not sure again what he felt about me after what I did to him.There is nothing I can do.I just hope he will said again all the magic words to me.That is the only way I can know if he still have his feeling on me.It's weird because there is no love words between us when we talk to each other and it hurt so much.
He didnt allowed me to discuss the topic when we both online and talking.But I can't be like that.He knew that I will discuss the topic with him.But he didn't allow me to do that.I can't pretend nothing happen and just forget things like that to him.Let him hurt his feeling alone........and I don't have a chance to know how he felt after what I did to him.I just hope he will open his heart to talk with me and give me chance to explain everything because I can't go on talking without knowing everything.
If I have a chance, then I will talk with him.But for now, I think that I have to give him some time and I will talk with him when he ask me to come online and talk................and if he felt like he reeally miss me so much.Now, Len, give a break and time to your beloved Shikra.If he still love you, then he will turn to you.Otherwise, you have to move on no matter how hurt and hard it is.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER AND MORE!

P/S Just remember that Shikra still have his love on you, just that maybe it will be different.But don't ever change what you felt towards him.And just wait until the time he don't want you in his life anymore.

WHEN LOVE AND HATE COLLIDE!

This morning I got sms from my old friend.He needs my help.So I set a date with him.So happy to see him after so long.It's been four years I didn't talk with him closely like today. I felt so happy with him.I know it might be akward for both of us because it's been so long..........then suddenly we met each other.I'm so happy with this date.Hope to date with him more............
He was nicce and hope everything will also be fine with him.I want to talk with him more, but he have to go.It's okay, I will see him again next time.
Oh my God!Another problem I have to face again with my boyfriend.We both really misunderstood each other.I didn't received his offline message telling me about his situation and the problem he have to face there.How should I know his problem when I didn't received any message from him.I know you might be angry and mad at me...............because I didn't understand ur situation and human problems.I hope we both can really talk with each other.......so we can understand this situation better.Otherwise, we both will hurt so much.
I'M SO SORRY IF I HAVE HURT YOU!........

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BELOVED...SHIKRA!

It's my beloved birthday today...HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY my dear.I'm so happy for you for this day and so sad that I can't celebrate the birthday with you because we both being away so far to each other.But we do understand our feelings.Just that I am the one who always curious about your love.I hope this day for your age, will bring you all the joy and happiness in your life and hope you will always have a great day ahead of you.
Live a happy life as you always want and believe in yourself.I always trust and believe in you.I'm so sorry if for the past year I've known you............I have hurt you so much.Please forgive me.......if I have a chance then I will show you what my love is!
You are the best thing ever happened in my life and I wanna thank you for the love you have given me...........
I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITH ALL MY LOVE........

I MISS YOU!

I really miss my beloved.I hope he is always fine by now.Thank you so much for giving me a bell to let me know that u r doin okay.I was so confused because it's like we both lost contact to each other.I don't know if things is fine with u there.No one will tell me about you there.I hope someday and soon we will talk again.I will be waiting for you.
I do hope this coming 2nd December 2005, you can come online and we both can talk.You know what this day means....but if you can't come online, then it's okay.I do understand your situation there.But I really count on you on that day.I will be lucky if you can come on that day.I do really miss you so much.You do know how I felt about you.........
GOD BLESS YOU ALL THE WAY...MY DEAR BELOVED SHIKRA........

I MISS MY FRIEND SO MUCH!

Nothing much to do at home.Just helping my mother doing the housework and then watch the TV.Sometimes I felt so bored but what can I do?.....maybe just reading and learn a lot more.This coming December......I have examination to deal with.It is PTK (Penilaian Tahap Kecekapan) for us because we are the government officer.This examination is quiet good because it test all the officer about the job they were doin and if they do really understand about the work and the law.
Got to study hard from now. The exam will be on 28th December 2005.
I do miss my friend so much.Don't know what is their plan this holiday.I hope they all are very happy in each and whatever they do.And I knew they do really enjoy their time this holiday.......with their beloved family and their beloved one.
I wish I have a time to meet them all and heard their story.I do really miss my time back in Kent College where lots of memories that I can't forget and it will always remain as the memory that will last forever.
I wish all my friend in 981 Kent College are always be happy and I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Thanks for all the sweet memories we all share together.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL........

LOVING SOMEONE

When it comes to love.....sometimes we don't know what to say and sometimes it's hard to explain it.Person who already fell in love.....they can explain the love and even if they don't they can understand it.....
I thought loving someone is just as simple as that.....but when I really face it and fell int love......I was speechless.It's a great and good feeling.You felt like you were in heaven's gate.........and will reach to the happy ending.I never know what is the end of my relationship with Shikra.....but I hope there is an end.
I didn't talk much with Shikra recently and I though so hard for me to talk with him again.Looks like I will lost contact with him.He didn't even try to contact me.....but what can I do?He is like that.I'm not sure if he even care for what I felt.Whatever happen to him.....I just hope he is fine.Sometimes, I felt like I was so angry with him coz he seem didn't care for what I did to him and he didn't respond so good.I understand that.I just knew he told me that he loves me.He only said those words but he doesn't know how much I miss him.So hard to explain it.I wish he knew how I really felt and what I need from him as my lover.A good respond and care for me.That's all I need.Better to stop this relationship......but I can't.I just wait for his answer until he said he wants to end this relationship.I wish he knew how to love someone.Even if I can't live my life with him........I was so happy that I learn how to love someone from him.THANK YOU SO MUCH, SHIKRA.
I hope you will find the right one who can make you happy and will understand you more than I do.Open you heart to someone who deserve your love.You will fine her.......just a matter of time.Be patient and you will find her.
Even if we can't be together.......I promise to love you FOREVER!
GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR BELOVED.......SHIKRA!

IT'S SCHOOL HOLIDAY NOW!

It's been a long time I guess after two weeks, then I have a chance to write again for my blog here.My holiday seems to be fine and my work at school is fine.I was so happy.........
Nothing much to do for this holiday.....maybe I will just stay at home and help MOM doing housework.........pretty tired but I have to help her.....
MOM was so busy taking care my cousin who live with us.He was sick and couldn't move his body.It's hard to do the job, taking care someone who couldn't move their body and we have to prepare everything for him.That's why if MOM have to take care of my cousin, then I'm the one who responsible to do all the housework from cleaning to cooking.MOM was so tired and now MOM is not feeling very well.Sometimes, I'm the one who nursing my cousin if MOM need to take a rest.But it's good to do a work like that.At least my stay at home meaningful.I enjoy doing it even for sure can feel the tiredness.
I do miss my beloved........I don't know if he is fine by now.He didn't contact me.......but I just hope he is fine.'Coz he knows what is the best.

MY THOUGHT FOR TODAY!

School holidays is near.......this coming Saturday (29th October 2005) is the last day I will be in school.Wow....two months I will be at home?What should I do?sleep, watching television?.....I need to do and plan something.So, my holidays at home mean something.I can't just sit and eat................cant wait to go back and spend most of my time with my beloved family.Sure I will do something.But as usual, I have to help my mother doing housework.She was so tired.I know,she worked so hard to make sure everyone at home is fine.Don't worry...MOM, I will help you.Let me handle all the work.
I'm not sure about my beloved.Is he doing fine?I didnt contact him.But I knew he is fine.Just that sometimes I was so curious because he always didn't tell and let me know about his life.He want to keep it as a secret, or don't want me to think of it too much?makes me worried?I dont know this guy.Just that I know he is kind and honest.........and for sure I can't really count on him.By the way, just hope and pray is the only thing I can do........so my relationship will going very well.............GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR, SHIKRA!

P/S TONIGHT GOT DINNER (STEAMBOAT) WITH MY FRIENDS IN RESTAURANT

MY BELOVED FAMILY!

Got a call from home........Mom talked with me.We have a problem and as usual I need to go back to settle down.I always there for my family and I really know that they really count on me.I was so worried if I can't help my family.I'm not happy.If I help them, then I felt comfortable to face this life.That is what I am.Their happines is my happiness.
After school, then I will go back home.I know Mom was so worried if I didnt help settle down my family problem.No matter how hard it is, I need to go back.Sometimes when you felt you got a problem, you need someone beside you...........you beloved one........But as for me,I'm not so sure to count on my beloved.To tell him what I face here..........coz I'm not sure if he can understand me.But I know, he understand me.Just that in a time we thought we already understand the person we love.I hope my beloved will always be fine no matter what he do.

WHAT KIND OF GIRL I AM?

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P/S SHIKRA........YOU ARE LUCKY!

What kind of girl are you? (with pics)
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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE........what song are you?

THE TITLE OF THE SONG IN ME FROM "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE"...................IT IS MY OWN NAME..........."HELENA".........what a coincidence........


You are Helena!! Congrats! I love that song!

Today I am now 26 years of age and 7 months..........
My Chemical Romance!!! What song are you?
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SO HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ARE FINE!

I was so happy today to know that my beloved is fine there.I was so worried about him since last week.But after talking with him, then I knew that he is fine.Just that need some time to settle everything.I know dear that you are so good in everything and glad that I got you in my life.When we both really have a good time, then we will talk more about life especially our love path.I really miss you so much even I know it's not that easy to be with you.I just hope each an everything will be doin fine.Even I can't live my life with you, I was so happy that I got your love and I once have you in my life.THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME........

SCHOOL DAY

It's school day today even it is Saturday.This school's day will replace for school holiday on November.I can't wait for the holidays.It's going to be two months at home.And part of it.......maybe going out or going to KK to see my beloved friend.I wish things getting well so I can go to KK.
I'm still worried about my beloved.Didn't heard any news from him.I hope he can manage each and everything very well.I don't know what if he is fine or not coz he didn't contact me.I just knew he need time and space to settle down..............and I know it might took a long time for me to know things from him.
HOPE YOU WILL DOIN FINE, MY DEAR.........LOVE YOU ALWAYS

HOPE U WILL DOIN FINE!

I'm so sorry that I just got the news on what happen with you there.Truly sorry about that.Thank you so much for telling me about what happen and I am so happy to know that you and your family is fine there.
I'm so proud of you that you were so strong to face it.Even I know it is not that easy things to think about and you were so strong about it.
I will wait for you dear to tell me if things getting well..............and I do hope and pray to you my dear, that you can manage everything very well.I am so sorry I wasn't there with you, to face it with you and to feel inside of you.But I know you can feel what my heart wants to say.
Even I wasn't there with you and I am far away from you, just remember one thing...........that I am always with you through good and bad times.........and I'm never gonna leave your side.Because you are the LOVE OF MY LIFE........

EXAM IS OVER!

Exam is finish already since yesterday.But I have to check the paper.So happy because after exam, there is not much work to do.But as a class teacher for Year 6, I have to prepare everything......like student's record book, UPSR result and 001 Card before they enter to Form 1.I hope i can manage everything before school close in the end of the month.
Today, all teachers and students got photography session...........and the pictures taken will be put in school's website.Can't wait to see all the pictures.

MY INNER AGE........

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What is your inner age?
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MY JAPANESE NAME!

Your Japanese name should be

'Hiroko'

which means "generous child".

You're a very kind person! You're loyal to your
friends and would do almost anything for them.
You're generous and caring.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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MY JAPANESE NAME!

One of my colleague recommended me to enter this site.........www.quizilla.com for quizzes and she asked me to answer one of the quiz question........Which JAPANESE name fits you best?I found this site is so great and makes me happy..........
I got the result and found my Japanese name and my Japanese name is......... HIROKO.........which means 'generous child'...........
'You're a very kind person!You're loyal to your friends and would do almost anything for them.You're generous and caring.'
HELENA HIROKO............what a name!

A GREAT LIFE of LOVE!

Sometimes we thought things is easy just like that..........but if we really face it, then we know its not that easy............and we wonder till when it have to be like that!
Just like LOVE..........we thought loving someone is easy like that.........but its the hardest thing to fall and love someone.......if we really into it, then we can understand! Its not easy to win someone's heart.............at first,yes we thought we already given what we had but sometimes things didnt go very well!
We show the person how much we care and love her or him........but sometimes what we did didnt mean anything and the person just ignore you.........what will you do about it?You just wonder maybe he is like that and you accept that person cause you already love him so much.....but heart's cant lie what we think!We said we are fine but our heart are deeply in hurt!
We keep on wondering if he ever change and do what we really want him to do.But if he keep on like that.......what else can we expect!........but it's nice knowing someone who really care and love you so much.......you really can felt that u were in heaven............how nice it is to be love by someone..........at least no matter how hurt we are.........we must be grateful cause at least we know what is the meaning of love.........what it is like to be love by someone..........and never thought it was him..........

YOU ARE THE ONE!

Dear,when I think about you, I don't need to think cause I just know that dear, it's the way you love me.......that makes me so damn sure that you're the one........Don't you know that I've waited for you,......you are everything that I've waited for.You are veryting that I wanted all my life and never thought I would find what I need 'till you came along.......my dreams seems far away.
I could be with another man and I could go anywhere to find them.But why would I anywhere when I've got you.I'm so glad that I got you.Maybe I just got lucky, cause a chance like this don't come along everyday and can we hold on to what we've got?........If I ever lost you dear, my whole life would change.
You should know that your love gives me strength.......and without you, I don't know where I would be.It's because of your sould I'm at ease, no matter where I am.I'm not alone.........all that I have is nothing when it compares to you........and I can't believe how your love makes me feel.I'm glad that I've got you and dear............you've got me too.
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ........SHIKRA!

ANOTHER DAY TO FACE!

Wake up almost 6am......felt tired, dont know why....maybe lots of work to do.Got 1 missed call from beloved at 12.39.03am.I didnt realized the missed call, only at 3.30am then i checked my handphone and i got his missed call.
Sometimes we thought life is so easy coz we though everything will be fine but if we really face and realize about it, then we know life its not that easy............just like LOVE.We thought loving someone is the easiest thing we can do. But then, if sudden problem about love happen with us, then we realize that LOVE is not that easy.Out life connect with LOVE and we do need love.When someone really fall in love with the person, they thought she or he is the one for them coz they thought they have all the love in the world.
Is it enough if we just saying I LOVE YOU to the person we love?Love need sacrifice, care and understanding.But did we already sacrifice, care and understanding to the person we love?Ask ourself about it.Did i love her and show her how much i love her?or i only use my words to win her heart!.Thats what LOVE is.We never know about it till the person that loves us explain each and everything.So, if u really love someone, show him/her how much you love her and try to talk with her to know everything so well.MAY YOUR LOVE LIFE LEAD YOU TO A HAPPY ENDING!...............GOD BLESS YOUR LOVE!

MY DEAR!

Another day counting before the holidays come..........I DO MISS YOU SO MUCH!.......yes u are so important to my life and im not sure if i can end up my life with you............i only can count on it and hope there is the end of this life.........i wish i can know what is the end of it so i can just let you go........but what will i know?....UNDERSTANDING.........yes, thats what makes us close together but we are not sure if that understanding can STAND for us in the end.If things going to change with both of us, then i have to accept it with open heart although we both know how hurt it is.........
What is important is we are open to each other and truly and honestly love each other...........a love that is so hard to explain.........guess there is not words of it but we know it............

There is a party for Year 6 students and each class will present their own presentation.I hope my students for 6 Iltizam can give their best performance.Guess that im gonna miss them.Not sure if they still remember me by next year.But i know they cant forget me coz they know how much i love them.

MARY'S PRAYER!

Its saturday and i need to go back home coz tonite my family held a Rosario's Prayer and my home will be the first home to start the prayer................i guess my mom and sis are busy for the preparation tonite...........whatever the preparation, the important is in our heart and what will happen.............
i need to pass up my examination paper for english year 2 and i still didnt finish the work.maybe after this i guess....i always done my work in a last minute...........like what i always did back in college.........what a day and sweet memory.........a memory that will last forever and ever.......AMEN!
i do hope i can finish this examination and nothing is going to stop me from finish it coz i have a class after this....maybe i just skip or just enter the class..................but the truth is i must teach my students coz they need a lot of things to do before the exam and i must make sure that they can master the question very well and answer all the question correctly...........thats what a teacher for...........HELP THEIR STUDENTS MASTER THE LEARNING!

IT'SMIRACLE!........THANX MY DEAR!

I felt sad since yesterday nite.......but things getting well so much...........im so happy that i can talk with this person....my secret bf........hehehehe.....i guess or it is true..........its kind of weird that suddenly he was there when i really need someone to talk to.......u know......there is a person that we can share what we felt...........beside our beloved friends.........
i can say its miracle that suddenly he was there.........i felt so happy........and i can describe how happy i am and i know words really cant explain it..........even i have a very short time talking with him, im happy he was there listening and say things openly and asked me to calm down and be happy always....thank you so much.......is he my ANGEL that God sent from above?im happy if it was him..............
this is my second blog and thanx L'sa......for keep on telling and teach me with this blogger.without her....maybe i cant continue with another story........
what is important here is i have to be happy......make my self calm for which and whatever problem that come across me........and i have to accept it coz it teach me to be more mature about life..............
THANX MY DEAR FOR YOUR LOVE!U R THE BEST!

WHAT A DAY!

Here i am again........writing something...maybe for the first time again for my blog......kind of my diary and everyone can read it................today my school involved with pre-school carnivale.......we have to go to the airport and then back to the Grace Residence Hotel.........tomorrow me and the others will go to the Dewan Tun to watch the carnival........its very interesting i guess watching the kids play their role as the entertainer.......cant wait to watch them.........pretty tired....but our work finish early......hehehehe!
i was so happy coz Elsa still help me with this blog............coz she is a teacher.......although i was still confused with it........i need to learn more of this from her.......thanx ha Sa!