It's the second month since our beloved father died last month(o2nd September)and today also is the day for ALL SOUL'S DAY.The exact date father died.I have to go back to lit a candle on father's grave.No matter what I have to go back since it's still school day.But I felt so happy I do have a chance to be with my beloved family and we all gather together went to father's grave.We clean and make sure everything is fine and great on father's grave.So sad and hurt this year Christmas gonna spend without our beloved father.I do hope and pray MOM will always be strong to face whatever happen on the future.I will try my very best take good care of my beloved family.Coz I thought I have a big responsible and I'm ready to accept it all.
Felt so hurt and seems like a glance to know father is not around.I still feel deep inside me something that still didn't come out.I need to shout it out.The burden of sadness is still inside me.I didn't let my beloved know about father.I don't have the courage to let him know.If he care for me much, sure I will let him know, but seems like it's not what I'm expecting, then I think I should keep it to myself.I will let him know someday.
My friend Elsa are now busy prepare for her wedding ceremony.I'm sure her wedding will be more cheerful,merrier and more grand.She always knew what is the best for her.I'm happy and glad for her and wish I will attend her glorious day........
I still remember Elsa dedicate a song and the video "Dance With My Father" by Luther Vandross.It's a lovely song,and 'Sa', I do love the song so very much.Thank you, thank you so much.On the same day also, I heard on the radio (TraXXFM), there is a listener dedicate the same song to all the listeners who lost their beloved father.Then I felt my heart pounding.I was so concentrate listening to the song and felt father was in front of me.His lovely face, smile and laugh.........Oh, God!I will always remember that.
It remind me again that I didn't spend much of my time with father before he died.I felt so hurt, sad and damn angry with that.But I know there is nothing I can do.I realize my mistakes and turn to MOM to make things clear.I have to take care MOM so much and our family.I promise no matter what I will always by MOM side.
p/s DAD.......MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.I promise you DAD that I will take care MOM and our family.No matter what, I will try my very best to make everyhting fine.I pray for father heavenly to help me become a strong person and much in love for everyone.AMEN........
Friday, November 03, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!
It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!
It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.
THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH
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