SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!

It's school holidays for this week.But im stuck here in this school, in my apartment.Alone.My housemate already gone back to their hometown.Its coz im involved with Pilihanraya as 'Polling Clerk' (kerani mengundi) and then PTK examination by tomorrow.Haven't study anything.Maybe I just answer what I can answer.But still I hope to score with IV(highest mark).But if I didn't study how can I score?.....hehehehe.

I'm now in my balcony, write something for my blog after a long time.In a mean time, search for a question for PTK tomorrow.I used to be alone in this apartment with 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms.For sure Im in master bedroom.Oh, don't worry, tomorrow I will goin back to KK wit my friend, Ila.She will drive her car, Myvi.I think by night time we both will reach KK.

I do really miss my family.My family now moved to KK.It was on 19th February 2008.It was in such a hurry we decide to leave Lahad Datu and moved to KK.I just couldn't believe what has just happen and why we decide to move to KK.Indeed need to go far away from KK and far away from Sabah.Now left me here in Lahad Datu with my twin sister.Only two of us left here.My twin sister work in town and she live in a house with 2 other friends.I'm so worried bout my sister.She never been far away from my MOM.MOM worried so much about her.Will she be fine there living alone?MOM didnt worried much bout me living alone here in FELDA, coz she knew I have been alone since I was 18.That time I was in college to be a teacher.But at first,MOM also worried bout me.But as time passing by, now MOM used to it.All my family have gone to KK.Indeed, I just couldn't believe my hometown is now in KK.Time pass by so fast.

I want to write something in this blog why my family have moved to KK.But I think I need time to tell my story.It's a story that so hard to tell and write.It need courage to write the story.But I will write the story.Coz I want people to know and share my story.I'm happy with other people's life.But the story of my life is so hard to tell.But I want to move on and be strong.Coz my family depend their life on me.Their life is on my hand.I can't just let them slip away.I promised my FATHER already that no matter what, I will take care of my family.Evey nite, I'm on my knees pray that GOD will give me strength so I can face everything with open heart.And I'm so grateful coz I still move on even deep inside my heart it felt so much hurt.Only God knows how I feel.Someday, I will write my sadness story.