Wednesday, September 13, 2006

LIFE GOES ON........

It's been more than a week we lost our father.I have to go and be in school.Have to be away from my beloved family again.We felt so lost without our beloved husband and father.No matter how sad and hurt my family felt after the lost of our beloved FATHER..........
PETRUS BIN RESI @ PETRUS BIN KEROUE..............we still have to be strong and keep it all in our heart.We do know that DAD died not because of some disease.When people jealous of you, they can do anything to see you can't move on with your life.Lots of my relatives keep on asking themselves and seems like they all didn't believe my DAD had passed away.It's like a dream.People keep on asking and wondering what really happened to FATHER.After they gave bath to father, my twin sister try to hold DAD's hand and found out on DAD's shirt, there is a blood!We all felt so surprised because there is no wound when they bath DAD, but how come there is a blood?We keep on asking about that.We can't open DAD's shirt because MOM didn't allow it.It's not good to open DAD's shirt after we put on his clothes.So, my brother just try to touch the blood to find if there is a wound or what.But, it's nothing there.MOM remind us that before DAD died and hold his breath for the last time,DAD hold his chest and push and soon after that, DAD died.Even now, I still remember DAD's face and how he hold his breath for the last time.I do miss you so much, DAD.Truly sorry if we are not really being there for you and seem didn't really care for you.I'm really sure you do understand your children so much.I still remember you told me how proud you are with all of us........your beloved childre.Thank you so much DAD for all your guidance, your support and most your tender loving care.

On Sunday(03rd September 2006)........at about 4.30p.m..........we went to graveyard to bury our beloved father at Mile 9, Jalan Silam, Lahad Datu.There are more than 20 cars ascot to the graveyard.Not many people knew the death of FATHER.Me and my family didn't inform to DAD's friends.They all just heard from other relatives.When they knew and heard about the death of DAD........they all was so shocked.They all felt they missed a good and a very kind person.They just couldn't accept the lost of our beloved FATHER.Everyone keep on talking about his kindness...........the way he treat people around him........when they all asked for a help, DAD was really there to help them, even DAD was not feeling well.For DAD, as long as he can help people, he will help them until he can't really help them.I'm so proud of you DAD.You are the "BEST DAD" we all ever had!

p/s WE ALL REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH.......LIFE MUST GO ON!

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