I MISS MY TWIN SIS.....

I really miss my twin sis....she's in Hanoi, Vietnam now travelling alone with a group of people. Usually every morning, I will send her sms asking how she was doin. But from today I couldn't send her sms...I miss her already...she will be back on this 28th May 2010. I don't know what time her flight from KL...

I do hope my twin sis will enjoy herself there in Hanoi...I asked her to take a lot of pictures there.I can't wait to know her story there....

Last Saturday, my Hippies FC took part in futsal tournament organized by Dynason....and they got third place again. My twin tried to call me there in Taliwas but my friend's number couldn't be reach because there is no line there...I thought my twin sis is going to Taiwan but she's going to Hanoi, Vietnam.....I can't wait to see my twin sis back from Vietnam....

GOD BLESS MY DEAREST TWIN SIS......AMEN........

EXAM IS OVER

It was the last today for exam since last week. Now, I have to finish marking all the papers and give the marks to the class teachers. Last week I went back on Saturday to help my twin sister bought things and helped her prepared before she go travel...I just couldn't believe my twin sister will travel to Taiwan...wahhh...she was so lucky enough her boss paid everything for her and even will give her some pocket money....I don't want to go back early actually, but my MUM asked me to help my sis..besides, I want to go back actually...
It will be my twin sis first time travelling..she never travel before...even never been in a plane before...we bought two boxes of travelling sickness tablets...in case my sis will get dizzy or headache, that tablet will help her...
I was so happy for my sister...hope she will enjoy herself in Taiwan..by this Sunday (23rd May 2010), her flight will be around 1pm from LD to KK. My brothers in KK will pick my sis at the airport. My twin sis flight to KL will be the next Monday morning (24th May 2010) around 6am...thats mean, my twin sis will have to be at the airport 2 hours earlier....at 4am.
I wish I was there also to send my twin sis to the airport....She will be in Taiwan until 28th May 2010...I was in KK already that time...means I can go to the airport on that day to fetch my twin sis....yahooo....I told my twin sis everything if she is in Taiwan.Hope she also can take a lot of photos there....
This Friday (21st May 2010), my school will be going to Taliwas for camping...there is no line for me to sms my twin sis...ohhhhh,so sad to think about this.I can't have a chance to meet my twin sis also.I wish I can send her to the airport on Sunday..but that time, I will be still in Taliwas...I will pray for my twin sister. Hope she will have a good and safe journey....

I'M GOING TO MISS YOU MY DEAR TWIN SISTER........CRISTINA...

YESTERDAY

LOTS OF WORK...CALM DOWN

Arrggghhhh...so many works I have to do and finish it.By tomorrow I have to do English meeting for English Workshop Phase I. After recess time, I have to handle kids for Kem Bestari Solat...
Then after that, goin back LD to my twin sis place.Still don't know what will be our plan dis weekend...
My exam paper not yet finish....hehehe.I knew I can finish it by next week.I wonder why I always do my work in a last minute...come on Len, don't be like this....wake up!!!
I have to list down all the work that I have to do...I do remember what I have to do,but if I write it down, I will always look at it and will remember...have to do a proper plan..

MY HIPPIES TEAM.....

GAMES AT TELUK DARVEL...

AFTER THE GAME...

BEFORE THE GAME...MY TWIN SIS WERE NOT HERE.SHE WENT BACK HOME TO TAKE A BALL...

TODAY........

Luckily, I don't have to go to school today....I became the Chief Judge for English Speech Competition for National Type Chinese School Lahad Datu and Kunak District Level for 2010. There were 5 judges including me and there were only 6 chinese schools including 1 school from Kunak took part in the competition.
After the competition, I had to gave overall comment about the competition. I was happy that everything went so well. I was nervous talked about the comments but felt glad that I can spoke out the weakness of the contestants. At least they knew their mistakes, so by next year, they will do better.I received certificate and souvenior. I was happy and proud to be the Chief Judge.I like the way this chinese school teachers prepared everything. They all prepared everything very well and the ceremony went well. We were given a breakfast then we all can go back. Me, Samsul, Kak Salina and Kak Linda went to Deli Delite for a drink.After that, I went for shopping....bought things that my twin sis asked me to.
Tonight, my team Hippis FC...will have our game and we will play about 2 hours at Dynason Fultsal Centre...and tomorrow...me and my twin sis will go to church....so glad that I can talked to MUM...asked her how she was doin..oh, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, MUM....its okay..tis May, I will spend much time with my family..can't wait to be with them........

ENGLISH LANGUAGE CARNIVAL

Tomorrow (17th April 2010) will be Lahad Datu District English Language Carnival held in SM St. Dominic Lahad Datu.There will be a competition like Choral Speaking for secondary school, Public Speaking for secondary and primary school, Action Song and Story Telling for primary school.From my school, we only will take part in Story Telling Competition...and the contestant is Nurul Ainy Syafiqah Bte Abdul Rahman (Rahman and Dian's daughter)..she will represent our school with her story "Oh, I'm Late"..hope she will book a place coz she was so talented.

And tomorrow I will be busy with Public Speaking as I am the 'Pengurus Teknik' for primary school.Luckily Mdm. Kwan from SM.St. Dominic (Pengurus Teknik for secondary school) already prepared everything.This evening, I might have to go to SM. St. Dominic to look for the Public Speaking venue...but I think Mdm. Kwan can take over.I have to meet Azidah to give her a script for MC(master of the ceremony).She called me last nite asked if I can help her with the script. She search and found out on my blog that I once became the MC. How did she found out my blog?I wonder how...i will ask her later.I will help her with the script.She will finish her class around 6pm.

Now i'm waiting for my twin sister coming back from work around 5pm.Two weeks I haven't met my sis....i knew she miss me also....

MUM was fine...just that she miss both her twin daughter here in Lahad Datu...

HAPPY EASTER DAY

It's been 2 years my family moved to KK...without realized so many things happened and changed...Lots of memories in LD....and I couldn't forget it even just a second...bad things happened..and yet,my family still stand strong facing this life...There's so many things that I couldn't explain happened to my family...I felt glad and happy to know things that others couldn't know and understand..It is true that there is other life that we didn't know...I just hope and pray...things will change...pray to be strong and face all the trouble...Pray do really help me calm myself...and make me feel fine and happy...No wonder why people always said....PRAY...coz pray do really help...
On Easter Day, our family watch "PASSION OF THE CHRIST"..its so sad to imagine how JESUS suffer just to safe human for all the sins that we done...
Today (Monday-5th April 2010)I applied for on-leave for Easter..last nite we took a bus went back to LD...coz my twin sis hev to work today....at 2pm, I will go back to Felda..and start teaching again tomorrow...I know MUM really miss our DAD.Two years already MUM didn't visit DAD's grave...and light a candle...Hope our DAD understand how we all been through...I'm really sure DAD knew what had happened....

WE MISS YOU DAD........
MAY GOD BLESS MY BELOVED FAMILY.......AMEN...

'TIL YOU DO ME RIGHT....

My favourite song by After 7 entitled...'TIL YOU DO ME RIGHT....the lyric really touch me....sometimes we thought we had given the best...but it's not...two person in love should understand and care for each other no matter what........

'TIL YOU DO ME RIGHT - AFTER 7

I was in love with you

And gave my heart to you

I did my best to keep you satisfied

You took the love from me

And used it selfishly

You did not give back your Love to me at all

I gave the sun to you

You said it was too bright

I gave you diamond rings

You said they didn't shine

I gave my world to you

But you said it's not enough

What in the world could I have done

To make you be so rough

'Ttil you do me right

I don't even want to talk to you

I don't even want to hear you speak my name

'Til you do me right

Only wrong is gonna come to you

Nothin' good is gonna come 'til you change

Change your ways

Until you change your evil ways

Boy(suppose girl but I changed) I was there for you

Someone you could talk to

How could you just keep breakin' my heart

What did I do to you

To make you be so cruel

I don't understand why you've been so wrong

I tried to be your strength

You said I was too strong

I tried to compromise so

We could get along

I gave my love to you despite

Your evil ways

I guess it's clear to me there's only one thing left to say

There's a time when you know what you

Feel inside your heart

It's tellin' you that somethin' feels strange

You don't have to deny it

All you gotta do is just try it

You'll find our love grows

Stronger if you're willing to change

Written by Babyface, Melvin Edmonds, Kevon Edmonds

Lead vocals: Melvin Edmonds, Kevon Edmonds

PREPARATION FOR SK SAHABAT 16 'OPEN HOUSE' FOR RAYA

Tomorrow will be our school's Open House for Raya. We had invited officers from Pejabat Pelajaran Lahad Datu, all headmasters and headmistress of schools from Tungku Zone....not forget all the student's parents and some important guest to make the ceremony more merrier.

Today we will be very busy make some preparations....like decorate the hall, backdrop and not performance from the students.There will be a lot of food tomorrow like rendang, nasi impit...lots more actually..Hari Raya menu...I think by tomorrow my stomach will be very full..

I will be the MC-juruacara majlis for tomorrow's Open House....have to prepare a text..or else I will not confident speak in front of all the guests...maybe the ceremony end around 11 a.m....

Today I have to submit my English exam paper for Year 2....the dateline was yesterday actually..hehehehe.

Last Saturday, my futsal team, Hippies won the game against team from Bio Diesel, Kg. Air and Twister....my position is striker and the last game against Twister, I became the goal keeper...we won with a score,4-1.

2007 MEMORIES...

From left : Bunn, Fieda(moved to Kota Marudu), Julie, Tina(moved to Tawau), Ila and Me........

Front row sit: Yan, Anuwar, Cikgu Jumaadil(moved to Kuala Penyu) and

Cikgu Sumidi

We took this chance to pose again......

Me and Ila......(now moved to Raub, Pahang following her husband there)

Some of the teachers.....sit at the back is Aska Achbar-from left(moved to Pahang)

All teachers of SK SAHABAT 16 on 2007

MY DEAREST BLOG.......

It's not that I don't want to write...just that the internet line is not good in school.Besides, I have to manage my time so I can go to the office and spent some minutes to check on my facebook.But I didn't use that time to write on my blog..coz there's so much in my facebook that I have to reply....I really wish I can write more in my blog...

Next week, I have to submit my English examination paper for Year 2.I have to prepare paper 1 and paper 2.I haven't decide which questions I want to choose....but I prepare already more than 10 activities book to search for the answers....

Tomorrow...I will play futsal with my twin sister and our team.The name of our team is 'Hippies'.My number is 12 and white is the colour of our shirt.I always play defend and sometimes as a goal keeper replacing my twin sister.Oh...my twin sister number is 6.Tomorrow our team will play against team from Kg. Air....at 7 p.m. at Kaka Futsal Centre...what will be the score?will our team win the game?just wait and see for the result tomorrow.

WHAT A HARD DAY!!!YET WE STILL THE CHAMPION!!!

It was a very hard day for me last week where I have to handle so much thing. I was so much tension. I trained my kids for Choral Speaking Competition District Level. It held at my school. My school will organized this competition. And I'm the secretary. I have to train the kids and manage so many things. I was in such a hurry. The competition happened last Wednesday (06th May 2009) and I'm the chairperson.

Only 2 schools for primary schools catergory took part in this competition compare to last week there were 5 schools took part. It's because my school is 1 and a half hour journey from town and need a budget if the school wants to come. Me and my 3 other friends really worked hard to make sure our kids can memorize the script and can do the action with their voice suitable to tempo.

THANK GOD.........with so much hard work, my school became the CHAMPION for CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITION FOR (PRIMARY SCHOOLS) DISTRICT LEVEL 2009. We won again for third time in a row.After this we will heading our way to Semporna for Tenggara Level. Hope my team will do the best and win. I'm so proud of my choral team. They have done their very best. I will try hard to 'touch up' their mistakes and win the Tenggara Level.

Yesterday, I went to Lahad Datu for Public Speaking Competition coz I am the "Pengurus Teknik". The competition didn't went so well. Lot's of comments, and it's my fault that I didn't stand to the decision. Many teachers angry at me.I just ignore them. But by next year, I have to prepare the best and come out with something very good as 'Pengurus Teknik'. I don't want to repeat again my mistakes.

p/s : Dear ELSA AND AMIEH : My choral team WON the competition. We are the champion for Lahad Datu District LeveL 2009...Thank GOD...

CHORAL SPEAKING

Last week on Sunday,..26th May 2009 me and my twin sister went to visit our dear beloved FATHER'S grave...that is the first time we pay a visit since last year I went back for school holidays on November....I'm so much happy after 5 months didn't visit my FATHER, then finally me and my sister can visit my FATHER....thank GOD...Hope we will always visit FATHER'S grave and pray for him........

Tomorrow I will handle a meeting for Choral Speaking. My school will be the organizer for district level and I am the secretary....our "Pengurus Teknik" is not around so she asked me to take over handle everything...thank God she prepared everything already...I just have to make sure everything is fine........

Then I have to train the students everyday...after recess time and during afternoon from 2.30 p.m. till 5.00 p.m........Oh so hard for me....but I'm happy my colleagues do help me to train the kids......so far only my school participate with this Choral Speaking.......not sure other school will send their team.....

The competition will be on by next week.....on Wednesday, 06th May 2009.........and I will be the master of the ceremony (MC).......then on Thursday, 07th May 2009, I have to go down to Lahad Datu for Public Speaking competition coz I am the "Pengurus Teknik".........

Hope for the best tomorrow.

OUR 981 10th ANNIVERSARY REUNION

Congratulations to all my 981 friends.....Finally we all celebrated our 10th anniversary even some of us couldn't make it to this reunion.
I will always remember this moment and it will always remain in my memories.I had download some pictures of the reunion from my friends facebook.

Before enter the karaoke room.

After our lunch........

Before goin back........

Our memory will last forever........

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH........

FIRST ANNIVERSARY........

It's been a year me and my family moved and lived in KK. Sometimes, I couldn't believe that I am now 'orang KK'....Every holidays, I will go back to KK or stay in LD with my twin sister.

But I'm happy now with my family's life.We all been so much happy now and me and my siblings are very close.We all shared our problems and we built more and much love than before.

Today, my school got a meeting for Teachers and Parents Association or PIBG....and I became the master of the ceremony again with my friend Maslinah.The meeting went very well....

My twin sister will come to my place here coz tomorrow her friend will engaged...But at the moment, my sister is at her friend's house.I will fetch her when she finish.Maybe around 9pm something.And tonight, me and my twin sister will watch football match.It's our favourite team.............LIVERPOOL....Hope our team will win the match.The match starts at around 11pm.

MY XMAS

MERYY XMAS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS THAT CELEBRATE THIS SPECIAL OCCASION..First time we celebrated Xmas in KK.Kind of weird coz only me and my family there.On that Christmas morning, only me and my MOM went to church to pray.My elder brother went to church on Christmas eve.My young and yougest brother send me and MOM to church and they plan to go also but it was too late already.So they just wait us outside the church's gate.

We went back home and MOM cooked.....chicken soup, sup tulang,curry,mix vegetables,sapi masak kicap...Niza came around 6pm alone.Niza gave me a gift from Sarawak...it's a pencil box with Sarawakian craft and a food.We both chat and watch Transformers movie.I watched that movie over and over and still not boring to watch it again and again.........Then, that nite my cousins from Inanam came and we spend that time talking coz it's been a long time MOM didn't chat with them...It was a nice Christmas even only my friend Niza and my cousin came to my house that day.Hope by next year and year ahead,I will have many friends come to my house during Xmas day.

I went back on 28th December with my twins sis.She can't stay till New Year coz she got a lot of work to be done.So I accompany her and celebrate this new year with her.Actually, we both didn't celebrate.Just stay at home,pray and watch tv.Maybe MOM and other sibling will pray and prepare something tonite.Another year will come.So many things happen this year with me and my family.But I'm happy that my family is far from all the bad things.Oh..God..I wish thing is simple like that.But........I leave it all in a hands of God.

981 REUNION-10 YEARS (1998-2008)

Finally there will be a reunion for 981 class.Im so much happy for this reunion.There is a plan before but tak menjadi...Now after 10 years, finally Elsa and others set a reunion for all of us 981 class.Can't wait for this reunion.Some might come and some may not able to come...But its okay if some can't make it.We all have our other commitment in life...

We all grow and lots of things changes.Our responsibility also changes.We have other commitment in life.So we have to concentrate and be the best for our responsibility and commitment...As for me,still single like this, sure a lot of fun stuff I can do...hehehehe..I'm happy with my other friends.Some married already,had a children.Oh, I'm so happy with them all eve I'm still mingle...

Can't wait to meet all my 981 friends.Our memories will last forever and ever till the end of the day.

ANUGERAH PERKHIDMATAN CEMERLANG (APC) for 2007

I brought my sister to see me received my Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang (APC) for 2007 on that day...I want her to see me coz she is the only family member I got in Lahad Datu..If my dear father still around....He will be so proud of his daughter...I knew he was so proud.

Pose outside the hall after the ceremony.

My twin sister Cristina took a chance to pose with my certificate.

(Sijil Perkhidmatan Cemerlang)

(L-R) Rohana Maruji, Sajalinah Wasimin (teaching in SK Sepagaya now) and Me.

There are 4 of us received this APC from my school. The other one didn't came coz she had gone back to West Malaysia.

The ceremony was held in Sekolah Menengah Sains Lahad Datu on 28th August 2008 at 8.00 a.m. One of my good friend, David Sipilis Mathius of SK Tanjung Labian, Lahad Datu also received Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang (APC). I missed to take some photo with him coz he gone back early that day.

SCHOOL HOLIDAY

Yes, it's school holiday!!!Hoooraayyyy....I felt so much happy. Never thought it's the end of school period and time for enjoy the holiday.When I think back again for what happen over this year in my school,OMG...so many things happen.A good and sad moment.The easy and the hardest things happened through this year in school. But what's on my mind is.......I have to face things that happen. I must get over it or else I will be in trouble...But so far, I'm so much happy, I can face everything and things goin very well.Thank GOD!!!

One of my closest friend in school,...Dg. Sarmila Sidek (Ila) will transfer to Pahang, following her husband who live and work there as a businessman. Hope things will be fine with you there and your new school....

Tomorrow I will goin back to KK early around 7 am with Ila.My twin sister also goin back with me. I know my sis do miss MOM so much and all our 4 brothers in KK. Twin sis never been far away from MOM, but since things that happened to my family, she have to stay here and work. I understand how sis felt, coz I also felt the same when I miss my family back in college life last time.MOM didn't know that sis is following me go back by tomorrow. Indeed MOM still didn't know that I will going back by tomorrow. But I think my bro Carlos, will tell MOM once he get back from work. Coz my bro Carlos called me today during my meeting if it's true I will goin back by next week. Coz last nite I told them will go back by next week. I couldn't lie to them when they asked seriously,..so I honestly told my bro that tomorrow I will go back....YESSS!!!

Hope we will have a safe journey back...
MAY GOD BLESS OUR JOURNEY..AMEN...

ALL SOULS DAY

This is MY DEAR FATHER's grave. It was finished built on 28 November 2007

We held a prayer for my FATHER's grave on 02nd December 2007

I went to visit my father's grave on 01st of Nov for All Souls Day.It

was raining that day in the afternoon.I was so afraid and scared of meeting people that I don't want to see and face them.But my twin sister was so strong and I got my strength from her.We clean my father's grave and put in some beautiful flowers.But on that day we only gave father a yellow daisy. I really miss my father so very much.Everyone will miss the person they lost so much.I called my brother and tell him everything we done for father's grave.And MOM cried when I called her at nite.MOM alone have to face everything like this and MOM do miss her dear mother(my grandma).I understand how my MOM felt when she never met her mother for 33 years...So that nite MOM prepare everything to celebrate ALL SOULS DAY.Me and my twin sister, just lit some candles and have our prayers.

OUR CHORAL SPEAKING TEAM

WITH OUR EX-STUDENTS IN SMS (SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS) LAHAD DATU.

FACES OF THE CHAMPION........

WE ARE THE CHAMPION........

FOR CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITION

(PRIMARY SCHOOL)

INTER LAHAD DATU DISTRICT (FROM 2004,2005,2007 & 2008)

IN LOVE........

It's not easy try to love someone.I thought it was so easy. I saw my friends falling in love,see how happy they are.Talking bout their loved one.I was jealous with them, but I was so happy coz I can share their happiness.I hope I can fall in love someday, just like them.

Finally, I had a chance to fall in love......to love someone.For sure I do love him so much.Honest and true with him.I want to know the feeling on loving someone.Now, I know the feeling already.But it's not as happy as I thought.Indeed it's so hard.I try so hard to love him, but in the end, I'm the one left alone with broken heart.He left me without saying goodbye.Left me alone wondering,what will happen to my life after this.So much hurt and pain to think bout this.But, I have to move on no matter how hard it is for me.I felt so shame to my family coz I thought I can be happy with him..........but in the end, it was just a dream.A dream that will never come true.Then I realize and woke up, I felt broken heart.It taught me so much in loving someone.I learned that it is not easy try to love someone.If you try to be true and honest with him, you never know if he will be true to you also.So, you just have to be careful in loving someone.

Now, I'm so much happy to know about love.Now, I'm alone.....single......hehehehe.....But its okay with that.I accept that with open heart.Now, have to be careful when try to love someone.......hehehe.It was a nice experience to love someone.Felt like in heaven when you are with someone you love.But be careful, don't dream too much coz you never know when you will wake up from the dream.I'm so much happy coz after what I have been through, I'm still stronger and tough.But deep inside my heart, only GOD knows how I really felt.

It's been more than a year after he left me.Still I haven't found a new one.I realize, so much things left undone.I have to do many things for my family.So many plan to do.Have to be careful when try to love someone.Search into his heart.Know him better.Take as much time with him.

I'm happy with my life now.Even sometimes, I felt lonely and need someone close to me.But what can I do?Still haven't found one.......but I'm not a desperate to find someone......hehehehe.Anyway, I'm happy with all my friends that already find their happiness with someone.........THANK GOD for everything.

PPSMI

Next week, Jemaah Nazir will come over to my school for PPSMI(Pengajaran & Pembelajaran Sains & Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris)...............oh is a headache for me.I have to make a report on that.In fact, I have to do the report since January, and I haven't done anything yet.Oh, no!!!I have to do the report no matter what.Before next week, I must complete everything.For NAZIR, what most important is they want to look for documentation.So, I have to prepare well for this report.

I have to make a good plan and strategy to finish this report.Otherwise, I will be in big trouble and I don't know what to answer to the NAZIR in case they want to look over the file.This is what I have to do to finish the report.

1. Be cool and calm down, Len........

2. List down important things in the file that you should do.

3. Start making your report from January........

4. Give the exact date and day for the PPSMI meeting.

5. Check and make a letter.

6. Bind your report for every month.

7. In case you got problem and didn't understand, go and discuss with your

senior.

8. Check your report in case if you missed anything........then you can pass up your report.

p/s : Have to follow this step in case I want my report to be finish.

MY SCHOOL........

I'm so proud with my school now........SK SAHABAT 16.A school that is far from town.....about 130km from Lahad Datu town.If you want to come here, you have to take private car and it will cost you about RM15.I've been teaching in this school for almost 7 years.Wow, I just couldn't believe that I have been teaching for 7 years now?

Oh,it reminds me of my friends.Angah wrote something for her comment on my blog.Im so much happy.Thanx angah.And not forget to you, Elsa.Always there for me.Angah reminds me of our sweet memory in Tandek, Kota Marudu.We woke up early around 5am and went to nearby river to have our bath.It's so funny coz we share the river with buffalo.Can you imagine, you use the water and the buffalo is just near there with you?Hehehehe.How can I forget that memory, Angah?It's still in my memory.We finished our bath and head our way back.On our journey back, Zube were stuck in a mud(that mud is actually the buffalo's najis)with her right leg inside.She tried hard to pull her leg out with her slipper but she couldn't.So, she just left her her slipper inside that mud.I couldn't bear to see her without any slipper.So, with a courage, I put my hand inside the mud and try to find her slipper.Oh, my God!When I write this story, my imagination is on that memory.So nice to think of it.I hold Zube slipper and brought it home.But then the same situation happen again.But this time in school in SK Tandek, Kota Marudu.We want to go back home after activity during night time.It was raining that night.Again Zube stuck her slipper in a mud(but this time is not the buffalo's najis).Then again, I pull her slipper out of the mud again.So funny to think again bout this.But because of that memory, Angah still remember me and didn't foget bout it.Thanx Angah.I will always remember our sweety memory in Tandek, Kota Marudu.

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!

It's school holidays for this week.But im stuck here in this school, in my apartment.Alone.My housemate already gone back to their hometown.Its coz im involved with Pilihanraya as 'Polling Clerk' (kerani mengundi) and then PTK examination by tomorrow.Haven't study anything.Maybe I just answer what I can answer.But still I hope to score with IV(highest mark).But if I didn't study how can I score?.....hehehehe.

I'm now in my balcony, write something for my blog after a long time.In a mean time, search for a question for PTK tomorrow.I used to be alone in this apartment with 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms.For sure Im in master bedroom.Oh, don't worry, tomorrow I will goin back to KK wit my friend, Ila.She will drive her car, Myvi.I think by night time we both will reach KK.

I do really miss my family.My family now moved to KK.It was on 19th February 2008.It was in such a hurry we decide to leave Lahad Datu and moved to KK.I just couldn't believe what has just happen and why we decide to move to KK.Indeed need to go far away from KK and far away from Sabah.Now left me here in Lahad Datu with my twin sister.Only two of us left here.My twin sister work in town and she live in a house with 2 other friends.I'm so worried bout my sister.She never been far away from my MOM.MOM worried so much about her.Will she be fine there living alone?MOM didnt worried much bout me living alone here in FELDA, coz she knew I have been alone since I was 18.That time I was in college to be a teacher.But at first,MOM also worried bout me.But as time passing by, now MOM used to it.All my family have gone to KK.Indeed, I just couldn't believe my hometown is now in KK.Time pass by so fast.

I want to write something in this blog why my family have moved to KK.But I think I need time to tell my story.It's a story that so hard to tell and write.It need courage to write the story.But I will write the story.Coz I want people to know and share my story.I'm happy with other people's life.But the story of my life is so hard to tell.But I want to move on and be strong.Coz my family depend their life on me.Their life is on my hand.I can't just let them slip away.I promised my FATHER already that no matter what, I will take care of my family.Evey nite, I'm on my knees pray that GOD will give me strength so I can face everything with open heart.And I'm so grateful coz I still move on even deep inside my heart it felt so much hurt.Only God knows how I feel.Someday, I will write my sadness story.

I MISS TO WRITE ON MY BLOGS

So long I didn't write on my blog.I really miss it so much.I don't know why I didn't write again.I think I have to wake up again and realize I should write something.I need to.It's the way I can express my feeling,share what I thoughts.It's nice to write something here.Thanks to MY BEST FRIEND, ELSA for showing me on how to write in this blog. Such a new hobby for me. Guess I have to start all over again and write more and more. When I read Elsa's blog, I felt so happy. She really bring us into her life and share her nice and lovely story. Keep doing it 'Sa'. I like to read her blog. It's a story about life.To share that story is very interesting and nice. I guess I have to share my story also.
Yesterday, all teachers have a photo shoot. Indeed every year there's a photo shoot. Our new headmaster Mr. ZAID BIN DAS, will have his holiday from today until we will meet him again by next year.Tomorrow will be the last day before Hari Raya. One week holiday, feels like in heaven. Can enjoy life so much. Guess I just spend my time with my beloved family. Nothing much to do. All my good friends, are far away from me. So, I have to plan alone. Nothing to plan actually.Anyway, hope all the Muslims friend will have a safe and nice journey to their home (kampung).
School will start again on 22nd October 2007.It will be Second Semester Examination when they come back from holiday. I'm happy coz I already prepared the exam question. Thank God everything is under control.
This holiday, I think I have to manage everything very well with my family.May God bless all the people that I love. AMEN........

WE MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH........DAD

I didn't write much for my blog recently.I think it's more than 4 months since I wrote my last page for my blog.I just don't know what to wrote.I do have a lot of story to share and to tell.But I just need a good time to write and I need an inspiration.But I still can write.The main reason is im too much lazy.Maybe coz of a lot of work waiting for me.
Last Friday........02nd March 2007 it's half year since father died.WE MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, DAD.We might not see you around DAD, but we knew you always there for us all.You always around us.You listen, you hear and you talk to us in our dream.It's kinda hard to believe but it's true.I always dream about DAD.DAD did came into my dream and speak to me.So much happy to know that is always with me.But for sure we all miss DAD so very much.I was so very much happy.Couldn't really explain how hurt I am that every night I weep like a child.If only I could explain it all in a word but it's so hard to explain.Only those who lost someone they love before, they know how much it hurts inside.
Last Chinese New Year, me and my beloved family went to KK to my cousin's house in Inanam for his son and daughter First Communion Party.So sad that I couldn't spend my time for shopping there coz we arrived on 17th February 2007 and the going back to Lahad Datu again on 19th February 2007 coz there is another Communion Party in Lahad Datu.Sister felt so sad couldn't spend time for shopping there.Never mind SIS, later we plan again to KK.
MOM bought a lot of vegetables in Kundasang.Me and sister bought a pot of daisy flower. We put the flower inside our home and it was so nice.We reached home almost 9pm.Felt so tired but we are happy.Brother at home was much worried for our journey.
Thank GOD, we all are safe on our journey and everything went so good.

ALL SOULS DAY.....MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACEFULLY, DAD........

It's the second month since our beloved father died last month(o2nd September)and today also is the day for ALL SOUL'S DAY.The exact date father died.I have to go back to lit a candle on father's grave.No matter what I have to go back since it's still school day.But I felt so happy I do have a chance to be with my beloved family and we all gather together went to father's grave.We clean and make sure everything is fine and great on father's grave.So sad and hurt this year Christmas gonna spend without our beloved father.I do hope and pray MOM will always be strong to face whatever happen on the future.I will try my very best take good care of my beloved family.Coz I thought I have a big responsible and I'm ready to accept it all.
Felt so hurt and seems like a glance to know father is not around.I still feel deep inside me something that still didn't come out.I need to shout it out.The burden of sadness is still inside me.I didn't let my beloved know about father.I don't have the courage to let him know.If he care for me much, sure I will let him know, but seems like it's not what I'm expecting, then I think I should keep it to myself.I will let him know someday.
My friend Elsa are now busy prepare for her wedding ceremony.I'm sure her wedding will be more cheerful,merrier and more grand.She always knew what is the best for her.I'm happy and glad for her and wish I will attend her glorious day........
I still remember Elsa dedicate a song and the video "Dance With My Father" by Luther Vandross.It's a lovely song,and 'Sa', I do love the song so very much.Thank you, thank you so much.On the same day also, I heard on the radio (TraXXFM), there is a listener dedicate the same song to all the listeners who lost their beloved father.Then I felt my heart pounding.I was so concentrate listening to the song and felt father was in front of me.His lovely face, smile and laugh.........Oh, God!I will always remember that.
It remind me again that I didn't spend much of my time with father before he died.I felt so hurt, sad and damn angry with that.But I know there is nothing I can do.I realize my mistakes and turn to MOM to make things clear.I have to take care MOM so much and our family.I promise no matter what I will always by MOM side.

p/s DAD.......MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.I promise you DAD that I will take care MOM and our family.No matter what, I will try my very best to make everyhting fine.I pray for father heavenly to help me become a strong person and much in love for everyone.AMEN........

THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!

It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH

THANX DAD FOR BEING THERE FOR US!

It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH

It's been a long time I didn't write something on my blog.It's because I'm now didn't have much time and all of my time I spent thinking bout my beloved family and lots of work to be done.But it didn't stop me from writing something to express my thoughts.Just that it took some time to write again.My friend Elsa sent me message why I didn't come online again and if I'm busy.I'm so sorry my friend for not coming online always.I will try hard to come online always and write more on this blog.
This week....on 02nd November(Thursday) is "All Souls Day" and it will be the first candle for my beloved FATHER.I have to go to DAD's grave.......pray for his soul to rest in peace.This coming Friday (03rd November) my school held a big HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for all the students and teachers.I'm sure this is going to be great.
I felt happy now coz to be very honest........I still felt my FATHER is just around me.I can feel him.I felt weird but I'm happy with that.MOM once dream about DAD.A dream that makes us believe that DAD is there for all of us.And I also believe in that.I felt strong now and sometimes I do talk alone..............it's like I'm talking with DAD.Sound strange and crazy but I believe DAD is there and listen to me.
Now, I'm so happy to face each and everything..............wherever we all go ........we all know DAD is there watching and care for all of us.

THANX DAD..............YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR HEART AND SOUL.
MISS YOU SO MUCH

LIFE GOES ON........

It's been more than a week we lost our father.I have to go and be in school.Have to be away from my beloved family again.We felt so lost without our beloved husband and father.No matter how sad and hurt my family felt after the lost of our beloved FATHER..........
PETRUS BIN RESI @ PETRUS BIN KEROUE..............we still have to be strong and keep it all in our heart.We do know that DAD died not because of some disease.When people jealous of you, they can do anything to see you can't move on with your life.Lots of my relatives keep on asking themselves and seems like they all didn't believe my DAD had passed away.It's like a dream.People keep on asking and wondering what really happened to FATHER.After they gave bath to father, my twin sister try to hold DAD's hand and found out on DAD's shirt, there is a blood!We all felt so surprised because there is no wound when they bath DAD, but how come there is a blood?We keep on asking about that.We can't open DAD's shirt because MOM didn't allow it.It's not good to open DAD's shirt after we put on his clothes.So, my brother just try to touch the blood to find if there is a wound or what.But, it's nothing there.MOM remind us that before DAD died and hold his breath for the last time,DAD hold his chest and push and soon after that, DAD died.Even now, I still remember DAD's face and how he hold his breath for the last time.I do miss you so much, DAD.Truly sorry if we are not really being there for you and seem didn't really care for you.I'm really sure you do understand your children so much.I still remember you told me how proud you are with all of us........your beloved childre.Thank you so much DAD for all your guidance, your support and most your tender loving care.

On Sunday(03rd September 2006)........at about 4.30p.m..........we went to graveyard to bury our beloved father at Mile 9, Jalan Silam, Lahad Datu.There are more than 20 cars ascot to the graveyard.Not many people knew the death of FATHER.Me and my family didn't inform to DAD's friends.They all just heard from other relatives.When they knew and heard about the death of DAD........they all was so shocked.They all felt they missed a good and a very kind person.They just couldn't accept the lost of our beloved FATHER.Everyone keep on talking about his kindness...........the way he treat people around him........when they all asked for a help, DAD was really there to help them, even DAD was not feeling well.For DAD, as long as he can help people, he will help them until he can't really help them.I'm so proud of you DAD.You are the "BEST DAD" we all ever had!

p/s WE ALL REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH.......LIFE MUST GO ON!

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE DAD........PETRUS BIN RESI@PETRUS BIN KEROUE

I went back home on morning of Merdeka Day (31st August 2006) after received a phone call from my brother last night.It was early around 7 am.When I reached home, I was not so happy looking at DAD.The way DAD try to breath properly.I thought it's so easy but in fact, it's not that easy.I took care DAD that night (31st August 2006) until 4 a.m.I massage DAD's leg, help DAD to breathe properly..........I couldn't stand looking at DAD try to breathe properly.I just hope DAD will be fine but it's getting worse for DAD.I didn't went to school teaching.
On Friday night (01st September) one of 'BOMOH' came to my house and try to check and look at DAD's condition.My family was so surprised to know what the 'BOMOH' have just told us.The 'BOMOH' told my family that there is a people who felt so jealous on my family.They really hate my family since long time ago and they don't know how they want to hurt my family.Now, they really have a chance to do that and they got my DAD.They felt so jealous with my DAD.DAD was a very kind and generous person.Everyone admit his behaviour to everyone.DAD was so good and great.I'm so proud of him.There is a people who was so jealous on DAD of his success.It was too late to do anything.'BOMOH' will try to help anything he could.All we can do is pray that everything will be fine.
On the morning of Saturday (02nd September 2006).......I'm not so happy looking at DAD.His face expression looks very different.DAD was so pale.The way DAD's face makes me realize DAD can't stand any longer.I couldn't eat during lunch time looking at how bad DAD'S condition and health.On evening, DAD asked me to pick sister from work.Seems like DAD knows his condition and DAD really knows he didn't have much time again.So, DAD wait for me to pick my twin sister back from work.After that, we all gather around DAD and saw DAD lying there on his favourite chair.MOM and all of us (DAD'S children) gather around DAD and suddenly DAD fall asleep for the rest of his life.I just couldn't believe I lost my beloved father.DAD hold his breath for 3 days and couldn't sleep well.And now DAD can sleep well for all eternity.DAD gone at 6pm.MOM and my other siblings was around DAD that time.The way DAD died was so calm and peace..........We watched DAD hold his breath for the last time and died.I was so happy that DAD died in fron of MOM,my brothers,sister and me.We cried so loud and shout DAD's name.We accept for things that happened with DAD with open heart.Maybe GOD loves DAD more than us all.We all do miss you so much,DAD.
May your soul rest in peace.

DAD'S HEALTH WAS IN BAD SITUATION

I received a phone call from my brother telling me the condition of DAD's health.I was so worried also but in a same time I thought that DAD's sickness can be fine easily.Before that,no matter how bad DAD got a problem with health, DAD seem can handle each and everything and DAD will doin fine after that.But the way my brother call me and telling me everything makes me thought that this is too serious to think.
I have to go back home by tomorrow to look after DAD and will take care for him.Last Saturday (26th August 2006), I sent and accompany DAD to the hospital.Seems like everything is going very fine with DAD.But today, the phone call makes me realize and makes me felt terrible about my DAD's health.This is too serious to think.My brother told me that DAD cant breath well and so hard for DAD to speak because DAD have to control his breathing.DAD didn't sleep very well until morning and all night DAD try to hold his breath and sleep on car's sofa.I just don't know what to say and I can't believe it.I must go back by tomorrow.

DANUM VALLEY CONSERVATION AREA

Im so happy coz finally I have a chance to visit Danum Valley Conservation Area with my friends and students.I felt so happy coz this is my first time.So funny coz I was born and raised in Lahad Datu and never been to this place.Hahahahaha.......This activity is for Year 4 and 5 students.There are 44 of them (21 boys and 23 girls)........

We were there for 3 days from Friday (18th August 2006 until 20th August 2006).So nice to be in that place.This Danum Valley is the biggest reservation forest in Malaysia and the biggest in South East Asia.Many scientists and researches came to this place to search and make their observation on tree,animals and insects.I didn't have a chance to talk to one of the scientists even we all stay in a same hostel.Its because they are very busy doing their job.Some of them are still study.

Lots of activities we have done from jungle-tracking to swim.We swam at Segama River....which flow along the Danum Valley.The students are very happy there.They never saw this animal.........PIG or WILDBOAR......They was so surprised to see this animal coz they never saw it before at FELDA.But they were happy coz this is one of their experience........

The students have a chance to see the leeches......walk along jungle trail.....watching video.....watch birds......watch deer........They do enjoy themselves so much.....and so all the teachers involved.Luckily all the girls' teachers are single.So, we don't have to worry much on how to handle things specially when it comes to 'preparing food'.Everythings seems to be fine and Im so happy with what we had there.We also have a chance playing volleyball with Danum Valley staff.Some of them are rangers.

Im so happy with this activity and hope to have more great and fun activity in another place.

MY DAD WAS SICK!

I just came back from my ICT course for two days(10th to 11th August 2006).Last Friday, I went back to Felda with my housemate Wann and friend Anuwar.We reach Felda at about 7.30pm.Oh, felt so tired.In school, used to work till 12.45 p.m. but last Friday with the course until 4.30p.m.
On Saturday and Sunday I have my tuition class as usual from 7.00 a.m. until 11.00 a.m.After the tuition class I went back and have my lunch with Tina at the hall in Bandar Sahabat.After that, went back home and called home.........talk with MOM.
I was so surprised with what MOM told me about DAD.DAD was not feeling well on Saturday.DAD got cough,all his hand cold and looks like it was so terrible the way MOM told me.I was so speechless.On that day also.........MOM want to call me and tell me what happen to DAD.........but, DAD doesn't want MOM to let me know because DAD knows that I much worried later.Yes, indeed I was so worried and I don't know what was on my mind later after that.Maybe it's because DAD have done so much work at home helping my MOM doing housework becaue MOM always not feeling well like wash the dishes and clothes.Even have to woke up early at 4.30 a.m. to cook.Later after this, I guess MOM will not allow DAD to do the housework.But MOM said that is fine already.I still didn't have a chance talking with my DAD.I should talk with DAD...........say something but instead I didn't.Oh my God, this is not right.I need to talk with DAD.
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH........DADMOM

My GREAT MP4 Player!

Finally my MP4 Player just arrived.I asked my housemate Wann to take it from the post office.It's just a small one.My palm is more big than the player.I was so happy with the player and can't wait to search more inside of it.
So, during that night, I asked the help from my friend Marianne to install all the nicest song from her notebook.She was such a nice person.She always helps me whenever I need her help.So, now my MP4 got lots of song..........but only 45 songs because my MP4 Player is only 512MB.Guess I need to buy 1GB just like Marianne.So, I can install lots of video clip and songs.
I think with that MP4 Player, I will not feel boring again.I will have my own world of music.

p/s Thanx to www.ebay.com.my for showing lots of info about cheap products.

iPod Shuffle and iPod Nano

I felt so happy that finally I can buy the product that I'm looking for.It's iPod.One is iPod Shuffle with a price of RM166 (including postage) and the other one is iPod Nano worth RM168 (including postage).I bought it through e-bay.I pay more for that.I don't know if it's worth to buy this stuff.But I won't mind coz I really love this iPod so much.Already made the payment on Tuesday for iPod Shuffle and yesterday, Thursday for iPod Nano.Now, I just have to wait for the product 1 week fr0m now.I just can't live without music.Even I will have to pay more, I'm satisfy with this.I used my tuition payment to buy this iPod.Guess with this stuff, I know I didn't waste my money with other things.Have to plan my budget.So I won't regret and will not ask in the end what happen and where all the money have gone.Hehehehehehehe........

Today, I'm going back home and felt so happy to see my family.I do miss them all so much.When I'm with them, everything is just fine and great.As usual, my sis will wait for me at the cyber cafe.Then after that, will do our shopping.Yes.I'm happy to do my shopping with my sis.Even I'm big enough and both of us are twin sister, sis still hold my hand when we both walk together.She will keep on holding my hand.She care for me so much.We will have so much fun this weekend.

ROBINHO IS DEAD!

Sister call and told me that one of our dog died.Its ROBINHO that died.I felt so sad to hear that.It's just a small puppy.Maybe because its dog's disease.We just dont know what happen.Sis also told that all the dog is not feeling very well.Hmmm...........I just dont want them all to die.Hope they all will always in good health.I hope to come back this week and see them all.
Last week, sister told me that she wants to take some photo of all the puppies before something happen to all of them.Before they all died.Guess we missed to take the photo and one of the puppy died already.But it's okay because I already took two pictures of all the puppies when they are just 3 weeks old.So, its okay if we didn't have ROBINHO's picture where he is 1 month old.Can't wait to go back to see all of them.

WE NAME OUR PUPPIES WITH BRAZILIAN FOOTBALL TEAM NAME!

Felt so sad to know my favourite team Brazil lost 0-1 to France during quarter-final.I just couldn't believe it.Why they have to lost.Just couldn't sleep well after all and keep on thinking about it.Maybe they will win the title for 2010 FIFA World Cup.I will wait for that moment where Brazil will get back their victory.I'm sure they will.

Our dog already gave birth to four cute puppies.We really love them so much.My twin sister, Tina really loves those puppies.Everytime when she got back from work, she will have her time play with the puppies.We still didn't have any name for that cute puppies, after their mother gave birth.Since Brazil lost their game............so, my twin sister decided to name all the puppies with Brazilian players.

The first puppy, we call it ADRIANO(it got black and brown colour)...........second puppy is RONALDO (its colour is brown and white).......then the white one is KAKA.Then the last one with brown colour we call it ROBINHO.All the names are given by my twin sister.Guess I already miss all of them.After they got their name...........I felt so happy.......no pressure even Brazil lost their game...............At least got a small player here.Hehehehehe........

YOU SANG TO ME

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THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

IT'S THE WAY YOU LOVE ME THAT MAKES ME FALL FOR YOUR LOVE.......
YOUR UNCONDITONAL LOVE!
HOW LUCKY I AM TO HAVE YOUR LOVE!

THE WAY
There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you

There's somethin' 'bout the way
Your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around

And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight

It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look
You get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same

In the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight [tonight]

It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way

It's in the way that [Oh]
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that I want you tonight [tonight]

Oh [It's in the way that]
You hold me [the way you hold me, yeah]
And the way that
You know me [the way you know me]
When I can find the right words to say [Feel it in the]
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me [feelin']
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay ~ [feel it in the way]

There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than
I feel it in the way

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LONELY....I WAS SO LONELY!

I was all alone after school open for the second semester.My housemates is not around.They have to go back to college to finish their studies and they will be back by July 07.So, I was all alone at home.Nothing much to do.Maybe just sleep and sleep...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
I don't like to be alone.I like when there is a people around me where I can talk and have fun with them.It remind me of my good friend back in college.So much fun being with them all.Always with lots of things to do.And I didn't felt alone.Even I was away from my family that time.Because I got such a nice and good friends who always there with me.Now, we all are far away to each other.I miss them all so much.
It makes me think so much when there is nothing much to do at home.Think about what my life will be ahead of me.My future, my family and for sure my beloved.The only thing I can make things better is by listening to music.It really helps me to ease my mind and makes me feel comfortable.Guess I need to buy an iPod.But it's very expensive.Guess I just buy that SONY walkman with USB.
By next week, another work to finish on time and seems like I will be busy with lots of work.I have to calm down, take a deep breath.Think positive that this is my job and I have to finish no matter how hard and difficult it is.And I have to prepare all my files because 'NAZIR' will come to our school to check everything.

FIRST SEMESTER MID-TERM SCHOOL'S BREAK

So happy that finally we got our holiday for first semester.I don't know what will be my plan for this holiday.Maybe just stay at home and helping my MOM doing the housework.She need a rest since she have to take care of my sick cousin.She must be pretty tired.I'm happy even just stay at home doing this and that with my beloved family as long as it makes me happy.

But I have to return to school for the second week of my holiday because we got motivation workshop for UPSR students......YEAR 6.It will begin on Monday and Tuesday for English subject.So glad because after that I can go back again to continue my holiday with my beloved family.YES!

Suddenly I felt like I do miss all my friends back in college......981(98-2001).I really miss you all so much.Oh no....so sad to think of it.But anyway, life goes on.I'm happy for all the moments that I share with my 981 friends.I learn everything with you all and thank you so much for teaching me more on this life.When I felt lonely..........I will flashback my memory where I have such a good moment with you all and it really makes me happy.Words just can't explain how happy I am with you all.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL........MY 981 FRIENDS...........

ALL DA WAY........BABY!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all my BELOVED FRIENDS OF 981(98-2001).Our memories will always remain in my heart and I will never ever gonna forget all the things that we have done together.We all are now being apart to each other.I learn each and everything when I was in college.So many friends to be with and everything is going just fine with all of us.I'm so glad that I have a good friend.Indeed they are my BEST FRIEND..........BETH, ELSA, NIEZA, RINA and JANA.We all share each and everything so fine.No matter where and what we do..........we all stick together.Even things might not come out very well..........we still happy together.I can't forget it all..........never ever......

I wish I can just turn back the time and see again what we have done and to cherish again those memory.I really love being with my friends......my BEST FRIENDS!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY...........GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU MY BELOVED MOTHER...Mrs WILHELMINA WAITUNA KUMANIRENG!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOTHER.......Mrs WILHELMINA WAITUNA KUMANIRENG.You have done so much for us and I know words can't explain what you did for all of us.You were there and you care so much for each and everything.Even we all grwon up and we can take care of ourself, you still wants the best for us.You were there to make sure that we got the best.

Sometimes I think so hard on you.Think how glad and proud I am to have you in our life.You are truly our guardian ANGEL.

So many words to describe you MOM...........but it all come out to say........

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!

FA Cup...LIVERPOOL is THE BEST OF ALL!

There is no electricity since 6 pm.So sad.Means can't have a chance to watch my favourite team play........LIVERPOOL against WEST HAM UNITED for final FA CUP.So me and my family went to our cousin house to watch the game.Guess what?For sure my best team won the game........Just that they won for penalty shot with a score 4-2.They are so great.Even other audience might thought LIVERPOOL will lost for FA Cup.GERRARD........is man of the match.He really is a good player.He save his team for a third score in 91 minutes.I'm not sure what i will feel if LIVERPOOL lost the game.But indeed they are a good team and the best team.Hmmm...can't wait for BARCELONA against ARSENAL..........