HAPPY FATHER'S DAY...WE MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

        Never thought it's been 6 years you left us. Sometimes I couldn't believe it. But I have to face the truth that you are not around us. I kept thinking til now, why on earth they did that to you. I just let it to hands of GOD to judge those who wanted you to leave us forever.

        We always remember what you told us....your advices. The most you always remind us your children to ALWAYS BE KIND TO ALL....EVEN OTHERS DID BAD THINGS, LET THEM DID WHAT THEY WANT, AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT LIKE THAT....

        We really miss you so much....I cried yesterday when I look at your picture. I need someone to talk to....so I talk to myself and imagine I am talking with you. I let out all the doubts in me, all the fear and all the things that bother me. I know you will listen to me coz I always pray for you....wishing you will always with us.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY LATE FATHER....MR. PETRUS RESI GORAN @ KEROWE

LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST

        I miss my family so much...specially my late father coz tomorrow is Father's Day. I miss my MUM so much also. Now, I think bout my beloved nephew in Kuching. Even I never met him, I already miss him. I can't wait for them to come over. Even I am far from my dear family, I have to be happy even deep inside I felt so sad. 

        I must live my life to the fullest. Live as happy as I can. I want to be happy for my family. They are the best thing in my life. I am happy because of them. I don't want them to worry so much bout me here alone in LD. Even life is not easy for me, I know I must face it. Facing all the obstacles and problems made me stronger day by day. I learn things about life more.

        Sitting in front of the TV while drinking my hot chococcino (chocolate + capuccino), remind me of what I have been through so far...thinking bout the hurt in my heart. But deep inside, I knew this is God's plan for me. I just accepted what have been decided for me. I just have to face it. God knew I am strong enough to face everything. By the end, I knew HE already prepare the best for me. I just have to wait for it. The time will come....